I am afraid to tell no to my freinds,
When they put a cigarette in my hands,
And forces me to smoke it,
Just because its the new trend.
I dont ask why,
when he forces me to bunk the classes,
Cause i am afraid,
i would not belong to the masses.
Freinds are important, that is what people says,
But how can a person strive in this toxic group for days,
I know i can refuse or make any excuse or just say them no,
But wouldnt people judge me, about me being so slow.


But is that truly what i am afraid of,


Because,when i start to think, my mind is blown,
That i m not afraid of losing my freinds,
But i am afraid to be left alone.

Lonliness is what drives me mad,
Being disconnected just makes me sad,
In the search of love and care,
What i got was just tears and despair.

You can make few sacrifices to level up for your freinds
But those sacrifices should not be the start to your end.

So alll my dear peers
When you come across such situations,
When you feel that fear,
Just close your eyes and tell your heart,
That you are afraid to lose yourself,
But you are always ready for an awesome start....

-M

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