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Still remember the day we met.

My heart was saying all these things.

It never meant.




As I was watching you, I was dying in your debt.

Those black earrings,

Killing me like a cigerrate,




You were sitting in that cafe.

Drinking your coffee sip by sip,

Ignoring the redness on the cup and my cheeks, due to your lips.


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[Randomness]

Still remember the day we met.

My heart was saying all these things.

It never meant.




As I was watching you, I was dying in your debt.

Those black earrings,

Killing me like a cigerrate,




You were sitting in that cafe.

Drinking your coffee sip by sip,

Ignoring the redness on the cup and my cheeks, due to your lips.

(Had to repost this, as it was deleted by bot :/ )

#poetry #review #asthir

{My last poetry}




she said to me ,

"why don't you write anything for me? "




" we are friends na thats why," I said smirking.




That was 3 weeks before i told her how i felt for her.




She said no.




I felt something different,

I...felt like crying, 

Uh..those tears..

Broken, sad started writing for her..

Without her..




Wrote about her hairs,

Maybe she still cares?




Wrote about her eyes,

Oh those little lies,




Wrote about her lips,

Deleted our clips from school trips,




Wrote about her smile,

It's been a while,




Then after some years ,

She saw me through the window of social media,

Broken me posting sad poetry,




Only if i could undo,




Loving she asked

"you write so well, but for who?"

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{My last song}




she said to me ,

"why don't you write anything for me? "




" we are friends na thats why," I said smirking.




That was 3 weeks before i told her how i felt for her.




She said no.




I felt something different,

I...felt like crying, 

Uh..those tears..

Broken, sad started writing for her..

Without her..




Wrote about her hairs,

Maybe she still cares?




Wrote about her eyes,

Oh those little lies,




Wrote about her lips,

Deleted our clips from school trips,




Wrote about her smile,

It's been a while,




Then after some years ,

She saw me through the window of social media,

Broken me posting sad poetry,




Only if i could undo,




Loving she asked

"you write so well, but for who?"

#review #asthir #poetry

{My last song}

she said to me ,

"why don't you write anything for me?"




" we are friends na thats why," i said




That was 3 weeks before i told her how i felt for her.


She said no.


I felt something different,

I...felt like crying, tearing me apart

Uh..those tears..

Broken, sad , started writing for her..

Without her..




Wrote about her hairs,

Maybe she still cares?




Wrote about her eyes,

Oh those little lies,




Wrote about her lips,

Deleted our clips from school trips,




Wrote about her smile,

It's been a while,




Then after some years ,

She saw me through the window of social media,

Broken me posting sad poetry,




Only if i could undo,




Loving she asked

"you write so well, but for who?"

(Fictional)

#review #poetry #asthir

[Tale]

Where are you?
Ive been following your trail,
Remember that tattoo?
You showed me , just like a tale,
There are people around me but few,
You hiding behind my heart's curtain,
Your cheeks glowing with redness hue,
Is this a fairy-tale?

Cause i know its not true.

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[You]

Where are you?

Ive been following your trail,

Remember that tattoo?

You showed me , just like a tale,

There are people around me but few,

You hiding behind my heart's curtain,

Your cheeks glowing with redness hue,

Is this a fairy-tale?

Cause i know its not true.Where are you?

Ive been following your trail,

Remember that tattoo?

You showed me , just like a tale,

There are people around me but few,

You hiding behind my heart's curtain,

Your cheeks glowing with redness hue,

Is this a fairy-tale?

Cause i know its not true.

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{Dying star}Dying star}

Just like a dying star,

I am collapsing inwards my heart,

Leaving no scars,

Tearing my fabric of reality apart,

There's a hole ajar,

Radiating my love as she departs,

As i fight from this collapsing force,

Trying to stay, trying to twinkle, trying to smile,

I know i cant,

This galaxy knows what i want,

As all my feelings depart,

My light sets apart,

Turning me into a black hole,

Sucking all the words,

You left for me in my core.

As i explode, and become something else for eternity.


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{Dying star}

Just like a dying star,
I am collapsing inwards my heart,
Leaving no scars,
Tearing my fabric of reality apart,
There's a hole ajar,
Radiating my love as she departs,
As i fight from this collapsing force,
Trying to stay, trying to twinkle, trying to smile,
I know i cant,
This galaxy knows what i want,
As all my feelings depart,
My light sets apart,
Turning me into a black hole,
Sucking all the words,
You left for me in my core.
As i explode, and become something else for eternity.

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{Short story}

13/jan/2018

It was supposed to be a normal day,

I was supposed to wake up,

Watch my reflection in mirror,

Question life and live like nothing,

As i was combing my hairs, i was questioning my reality,

As i was trying to smile at my dad's morning jokes,

I was questioning myself.

Started walking towards my bus stop for school bus,

As i come near and near,

The fear of new school new people ,

Started tearing me apart,

When i arrived at the stop,

There she was standing,

Long black hairs,

Turned into ponytail,

Pink hair band, school uniform, no lipstick, no eyeliner, just a mark of kaajal on her neck to save her from other people's eyes,

All the lies,

My heart told me that day…

It happend…

Love happend

For 1 year i never said anything to her,

We changed schools,

And i still question myself today.

What if?

What if ive told her,

That she had a mark on her neck, due to the pen she was holding in her right hand with a black ring.

What would've happend?.

#review #asthir #shortstory

{Short story}

13/jan/2018

It was supposed to be a normal day,

I was supposed to wake up,

Watch my reflection in mirror,

Question life and live like nothing,

As i was combing my hairs, i was questioning my reality,

As i was trying to smile at my dad's morning jokes,

I was questioning myself.

Started walking towards my bus stop for school bus,

As i come near and near,

The fear of new school new people ,

Started tearing me apart,

When i arrived at the stop,

There she was standing,

Long black hairs,

Turned into ponytail,

Pink hair band, school uniform, no lipstick, no eyeliner, just a mark of kaajal on her neck to save her from other people's eyes,

All the lies,

My heart told me that day…

It happend…

Love happend

For 1 year i never said anything to her,

We changed schools,

And i still question myself today.

What if?

What if ive told her,

That she had a mark on her neck, due to the pen she was holding in her right hand with a black ring.

What would've happend?.

#review #asthir #shortstory

-Nothingness

My life is in a ocean of nothingness,
The waves of my reality,
Keeps changing,
The wind of my sanity,
Keeps flowing,
I want a sun of clarity.

This nothingness,
Massless,
Without any reason,
Keeps flowing within me,
As i see all my life flowing infront of me,
I realize that only nothingness was there,
inside me,
Which i filled with everything,
But
Nothing.

~asthir

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(Hello world,)

:

Ahh..life,

Well its not fair that I know,

What the hell am i supposed to do?

Shit just keep coming to me out of the blue,

I have feelings but few,

There's this deep down feeling to pursue,

Why is it so alone here?

They promised me friends,

They promised me angels,

They promised people of different blends,

But there are only betrayals,

They said i will find true love,

But all i see here is desperation.

Inside me,

I want to hug someone tight,

I want to kiss her forehead,

Where is my light?

All promises all dreams are now fading away,

Leaving me here ,

In the darkness of my insecurities.

But no..

They promised.

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It was around 1:00 am,
One of my caffeine nights,
Sitting alone in my room,
Questioning my reality,

Suddenly there was a voice,
Of things sliding over each other,
As i removed my headphones and looked around
There was....
Nothing.
Then the voice came again,
But this time,
From me,
Inside me!!

As i closed my eyes i saw,
My heart looking at a box,
And old box,
And there was this written over that box,
" this belongs to her"

My heart sat in its knees,
And started collecting the things,
"A silver watch,
" she gave me, although it was loose on my hands,
Just like her,"

"Her portrait, black hairs, smiling lips, white top, and black earrings , just like her,
The day i took it , "her birthday" and the day we......
Broke up,
Parted our ways,
Told ourselves some lies we believe till today,

And a letter,
A letter...she gave me before leaving me,
Never started reading it,
Those 5 pages ....with the truth...well...."

Then suddenly a voice came towards me tearing the sound barrier,
" sleep lakshay!!!"
My mom.

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[Randomness]

Still remember the day we met.

My heart was saying all these things.

It never meant.




As I was watching you, I was dying in your debt.

Those black earrings,

Killing me like a cigerrate,




You were sitting in that cafe.

Drinking your coffee sip by sip,

Ignoring the redness on the cup and my cheeks, due to your lips.

(Had to repost this, as it was deleted by bot :/ )

#poetry #review #asthir

{My last song}

she said to me ,

"why don't you write anything for me?"




" we are friends na thats why," i said




That was 3 weeks before i told her how i felt for her.


She said no.


I felt something different,

I...felt like crying, tearing me apart

Uh..those tears..

Broken, sad , started writing for her..

Without her..




Wrote about her hairs,

Maybe she still cares?




Wrote about her eyes,

Oh those little lies,




Wrote about her lips,

Deleted our clips from school trips,




Wrote about her smile,

It's been a while,




Then after some years ,

She saw me through the window of social media,

Broken me posting sad poetry,




Only if i could undo,




Loving she asked

"you write so well, but for who?"

(Fictional)

#review #poetry #asthir