I eye her while she’s on a walk with someone who seems like her mother.
She’s 5′7″ and her mother 5′3″. That’s what I presume from 50 meters afar and three storeys up.
She looks perfect.
Her hair tied like a braided bun and wearing that cut-off denim shorts on those small carves, long legs: she looks absolutely perfect.
The road where she’s walking seems endless.
I want to go out there and maybe ask her mom to go home while I walk with her daughter, maintaining a proper one-hand distance.
I want to assure her mother that she’s all safe with me.
I want to assure her that all I wish for is to walk with her daughter. Maybe crack a little joke here and there to make her laugh: but nothing more than that.
As I’m planning-my-plans-in-my-head, my beautiful 5′7″ is long gone away from my detect.
But that’s okay.
I’ll go on a walk tomorrow at exact 8:58 PM to espy her walking right on my right/right on my left.
I’ll walk and walk and walk. I’ll walk till she notices me.
I’ll walk exactly how Forrest Gump ran in his low days.
I’m at my low days
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She’s 5′7″ and her mother 5′3″. That’s what I presume from 50 meters afar and three storeys up.
She looks perfect.
Her hair tied like a braided bun and wearing that cut-off denim shorts on those small carves, long legs: she looks absolutely perfect.
The road where she’s walking seems endless.
I want to go out there and maybe ask her mom to go home while I walk with her daughter, maintaining a proper one-hand distance.
I want to assure her mother that she’s all safe with me.
I want to assure her that all I wish for is to walk with her daughter. Maybe crack a little joke here and there to make her laugh: but nothing more than that.
As I’m planning-my-plans-in-my-head, my beautiful 5′7″ is long gone away from my detect.
But that’s okay.
I’ll go on a walk tomorrow at exact 8:58 PM to espy her walking right on my right/right on my left.
I’ll walk and walk and walk. I’ll walk till she notices me.
I’ll walk exactly how Forrest Gump ran in his low days.
I’m at my low days
#review #random #Saviour
Today, while I was cleaning every corner of my house with an unused cloth, a thought came in my mind.
"Suppose I would do this in an orphanage, or some NGO, and upload a photo of it. I’ll be in the good books of everyone. People will like me."
The thought didn’t last though. But it was there. Sweeping just four rooms of my house, for one day, and it was there.
Whatever things we do, we do it for recognition or money.
If you don’t believe me, take a few examples from your life. From mine, I’ll point out a few. Writing this post: recognition. Education: money. Buying fancy clothes: recognition. Learning how to invest: money.
These are just clear examples. Nothing brainstorming here. Dive in a little deeper, and you’ll know that everything is related to these two. Recognition and money. Recognition from girls counts, too. Okay?
Now, look at your mother.
Look at the nameplate of your house. Is there her original surname on it? Or even her name? No? Recognition— cross.
Is she a housewife who works at least twelve to fourteen hours a day? Yes? Does she make money out of it? No? Money— cross.
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Whenever I come across a term called woman, I cross it down. I replace it with mother. And when I glance at this word now, I see everything.
I see the whole goddamn world in it.
Because why not? She’s the one who doesn’t work for recognition or money, she works for the love she has for me and my family. Nothing else.
As a closure, there’s a Hindi excerpt that’s very close to my heart. I’d like to share this with you.
"Akhsar dekha hai maine
Purush kavi hota hai
Daarshnik hota hai
Filmkaar hota hai
Chitrakaar hota hai
Bahut bechain hai kuch rachne ke liye
Kyunki wo kabhi jeevan nhi rach sakta
Kyuki wo kabhi maa nahi bann sakta."
Translation:
I have seen it too often,
A man is a poet,
A philosopher,
A director,
A painter,
He’s very restless to create something,
As he can’t create a life.
Because he can never become a mother.
#review #Saviour #random
"Suppose I would do this in an orphanage, or some NGO, and upload a photo of it. I’ll be in the good books of everyone. People will like me."
The thought didn’t last though. But it was there. Sweeping just four rooms of my house, for one day, and it was there.
Whatever things we do, we do it for recognition or money.
If you don’t believe me, take a few examples from your life. From mine, I’ll point out a few. Writing this post: recognition. Education: money. Buying fancy clothes: recognition. Learning how to invest: money.
These are just clear examples. Nothing brainstorming here. Dive in a little deeper, and you’ll know that everything is related to these two. Recognition and money. Recognition from girls counts, too. Okay?
Now, look at your mother.
Look at the nameplate of your house. Is there her original surname on it? Or even her name? No? Recognition— cross.
Is she a housewife who works at least twelve to fourteen hours a day? Yes? Does she make money out of it? No? Money— cross.
—
Whenever I come across a term called woman, I cross it down. I replace it with mother. And when I glance at this word now, I see everything.
I see the whole goddamn world in it.
Because why not? She’s the one who doesn’t work for recognition or money, she works for the love she has for me and my family. Nothing else.
As a closure, there’s a Hindi excerpt that’s very close to my heart. I’d like to share this with you.
"Akhsar dekha hai maine
Purush kavi hota hai
Daarshnik hota hai
Filmkaar hota hai
Chitrakaar hota hai
Bahut bechain hai kuch rachne ke liye
Kyunki wo kabhi jeevan nhi rach sakta
Kyuki wo kabhi maa nahi bann sakta."
Translation:
I have seen it too often,
A man is a poet,
A philosopher,
A director,
A painter,
He’s very restless to create something,
As he can’t create a life.
Because he can never become a mother.
#review #Saviour #random
You’re drunk.
It’s a birthday party and everybody’s dancing. You have drunk off your limits and now you’re searching for a room to relax a bit.
You finally find a room and the door’s already open.
But you see there’s a girl in there. She’s holding her forehead with both her hands like she has committed a dark sin.
Maybe she drank, too.
‘Excuse me. Do you mind if I sit in here? Actually, there’s too much noise in the hall.’
‘Sure.’
You sit beside her on the same bed and venture what’s wrong with her.
‘I’m drunk and it’s my first time,’ she says, mulls over something, and continues, ‘I shouldn’t have had so much.’
And, as she says that, the light goes off.
The power supply’s cut.
‘Oh, my.’ She mumbles inside her trembling lips, picks herself up, and sits afar from where she was sitting earlier.
‘My cell phone’s in the hall,’ she says, again within herself.
She’s not afraid of darkness. She is afraid of a man in darkness.
You sense the gravity of the situation and leave the room, straight away. And a few minutes later, you return with a flashlight on.
‘May I now come in, madam?’ You say in a sarcastic tone.
‘Haha, how sweet. Come on in.’ She says to you, with a small, warm smile.
‘Not all men are same.’ She says, this time to her inner-self.
"Build a character in such a way that even in a dark room, a girl feels safe with you."
#Saviour #review #random
It’s a birthday party and everybody’s dancing. You have drunk off your limits and now you’re searching for a room to relax a bit.
You finally find a room and the door’s already open.
But you see there’s a girl in there. She’s holding her forehead with both her hands like she has committed a dark sin.
Maybe she drank, too.
‘Excuse me. Do you mind if I sit in here? Actually, there’s too much noise in the hall.’
‘Sure.’
You sit beside her on the same bed and venture what’s wrong with her.
‘I’m drunk and it’s my first time,’ she says, mulls over something, and continues, ‘I shouldn’t have had so much.’
And, as she says that, the light goes off.
The power supply’s cut.
‘Oh, my.’ She mumbles inside her trembling lips, picks herself up, and sits afar from where she was sitting earlier.
‘My cell phone’s in the hall,’ she says, again within herself.
She’s not afraid of darkness. She is afraid of a man in darkness.
You sense the gravity of the situation and leave the room, straight away. And a few minutes later, you return with a flashlight on.
‘May I now come in, madam?’ You say in a sarcastic tone.
‘Haha, how sweet. Come on in.’ She says to you, with a small, warm smile.
‘Not all men are same.’ She says, this time to her inner-self.
"Build a character in such a way that even in a dark room, a girl feels safe with you."
#Saviour #review #random
I was with my mother at the best shoe shop in my district.
‘Ma’am, tell me, how can I help you?’
‘Do you have some men’s sandals for him?’ mother asked and craned her head towards me, to hint the shopkeeper that she’s talking about me.
‘Yes, ma’am. What’s his shoe size?’
‘10.’
‘Just a minute, ma’am. I’ll be back with the bests we have.’
He went to the other room, swarmed up the ladder and brought 5–6 best pairs with him. Like he said.
‘Which one of those do you like?’ she asked me, once I was finished up trying them all.
‘This greyish one. It has a trendy look.’
‘Okay. What’s the price of that grey one?’ my mother asked the shopkeeper in a polite tone.
‘Just 1100. But since you’ve come here for the first time, ma’am, there’s a 10% discount for you.’ He budged his fingers onto the calculator, just to show us the 10% calculation.
‘Here it is ma’am. Only nine-hundred-and-ninety rupees,’ he said.
My mother’s eyes first flickered, then lay down on the floor for a couple of seconds. Mulling.
Then all of a sudden, she looked at me dubiously, waiting for my reply.
I read the tangling lines on her brow and said;
‘I don’t want those Sandals, Maa.’
I paused, took a deep breath and continued, ‘The red one seems perfect. What’s its price?’ I asked the shopkeeper while looking straight into his eyes, without any shame.
‘550 including the 10% off.’
‘Pack that red one.’ I said while holding back my tears, not because we couldn’t afford it. Because my mother was humiliated as she didn’t buy me those grey sandals.
She didn’t say a word but I sensed it from her eyes.
We’re middle-class people and we have to think twice before buying anything expensive.
But hey, rest assured!
Time changes.
And mine will change pretty soon, too, I can promise you that.
#review #random #Saviour
‘Ma’am, tell me, how can I help you?’
‘Do you have some men’s sandals for him?’ mother asked and craned her head towards me, to hint the shopkeeper that she’s talking about me.
‘Yes, ma’am. What’s his shoe size?’
‘10.’
‘Just a minute, ma’am. I’ll be back with the bests we have.’
He went to the other room, swarmed up the ladder and brought 5–6 best pairs with him. Like he said.
‘Which one of those do you like?’ she asked me, once I was finished up trying them all.
‘This greyish one. It has a trendy look.’
‘Okay. What’s the price of that grey one?’ my mother asked the shopkeeper in a polite tone.
‘Just 1100. But since you’ve come here for the first time, ma’am, there’s a 10% discount for you.’ He budged his fingers onto the calculator, just to show us the 10% calculation.
‘Here it is ma’am. Only nine-hundred-and-ninety rupees,’ he said.
My mother’s eyes first flickered, then lay down on the floor for a couple of seconds. Mulling.
Then all of a sudden, she looked at me dubiously, waiting for my reply.
I read the tangling lines on her brow and said;
‘I don’t want those Sandals, Maa.’
I paused, took a deep breath and continued, ‘The red one seems perfect. What’s its price?’ I asked the shopkeeper while looking straight into his eyes, without any shame.
‘550 including the 10% off.’
‘Pack that red one.’ I said while holding back my tears, not because we couldn’t afford it. Because my mother was humiliated as she didn’t buy me those grey sandals.
She didn’t say a word but I sensed it from her eyes.
We’re middle-class people and we have to think twice before buying anything expensive.
But hey, rest assured!
Time changes.
And mine will change pretty soon, too, I can promise you that.
#review #random #Saviour
#review #random #nitinism
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Why why why i dont know why ...
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The is lots of love for your soul ,
But you leave it by saying its a loll.,
.
There is lots of clash what is liken by me,
And what is good for me .
.
I don know why why why,...
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Wakes up in the morning with a dream,
Till Sleeping in night for a dream ..
.
Why why why i am writting these ..
I don't know why why why....
Hope u enjoyed it...
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hello every one...
Its pleasurable for me to have good bond here😊
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Why why why i dont know why ...
.
The is lots of love for your soul ,
But you leave it by saying its a loll.,
.
There is lots of clash what is liken by me,
And what is good for me .
.
I don know why why why,...
.
Wakes up in the morning with a dream,
Till Sleeping in night for a dream ..
.
Why why why i am writting these ..
I don't know why why why....
Hope u enjoyed it...
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hello every one...
Its pleasurable for me to have good bond here😊
I feel void inside cause something's been eating me up,
Deep inside I feel disturbed,
Sobbing in silence, I bear all screams
Which are however; quiet when I am coming home.
Should I question my mind?
Should I question being alive?
I am living with a heavy heart passing on a recurrent sigh.
Can't you see me falling apart?
And how bare these insecurities are...
Those voices still scream but I can't complain...
Cause they are
Quiet when I am coming home and then I speak to the stars.
#review #random
Deep inside I feel disturbed,
Sobbing in silence, I bear all screams
Which are however; quiet when I am coming home.
Should I question my mind?
Should I question being alive?
I am living with a heavy heart passing on a recurrent sigh.
Can't you see me falling apart?
And how bare these insecurities are...
Those voices still scream but I can't complain...
Cause they are
Quiet when I am coming home and then I speak to the stars.
#review #random
Pilling
It's only your free will which let you decide
Either you'd take the pill or let it slide
In any case whatsoever you've come this far
Your curiosity defeated your morals way back in this war
Now you'll think it's better at this stage to take the pill
What worse could it get from this point on so you decide to chill
Now you feel flying and you ain't on this planet anymore
Your mind's playing trick taking you to places you haven't been before
Once the trip will end and you'll beg for some more
A point will be reached when you won't feel anything anymore
Now you are already dead inside you don't have desires left which can be fulfilled in the real world
You'll have no choice left laying in the bed miserable with fingers and spine curled
What if you'd let it slide, will the life would've been different? Ofcourse it would have. But, would it be better? That's upto your perception of better and worse.
#review #danjo #random
It's only your free will which let you decide
Either you'd take the pill or let it slide
In any case whatsoever you've come this far
Your curiosity defeated your morals way back in this war
Now you'll think it's better at this stage to take the pill
What worse could it get from this point on so you decide to chill
Now you feel flying and you ain't on this planet anymore
Your mind's playing trick taking you to places you haven't been before
Once the trip will end and you'll beg for some more
A point will be reached when you won't feel anything anymore
Now you are already dead inside you don't have desires left which can be fulfilled in the real world
You'll have no choice left laying in the bed miserable with fingers and spine curled
What if you'd let it slide, will the life would've been different? Ofcourse it would have. But, would it be better? That's upto your perception of better and worse.
#review #danjo #random
#review #Kia #random WHO SAYS THAT TO BE SOMEONE’S GUARDIAN ANGEL YOU HAVE TO BE DECEITFUL WITH YOUR PARTNER. LET US COMPREHEND ‘THE MOON AND ITS EMANATION ‘.JUST FOR ONCE BEHOLD THIS PROFOUND PHENOMENON THAT IS OCCURRING SINCE THE PERPETUITY. NO MATTER HOW DARK THE NIGHT BE, MOONLIGHT ALWAYS CARVES A WAY OUT AND CONCEAL THE GLOOMINESS UNDER ITS PARADISIACAL VEIL, SCATTERING OUT BEAMS OF GLINT. WE SHOULD LEARN FROM MOONLIGHT HOW MASTERLY IT ELEVATE OPTIMISM BY ELIMINATING BLEAKNESS CAUSED BY NIGHT. BUT THROUGHOUT THIS PROCESS IT NEVER DEPART OR ELUDE WITH ITS POISED BELOVED ………’THE MOON'
#review #random
#Einstestine
You know hurting is'nt bad, but doing it slowly is worst
So what you gonna do, will you hurt me or you gonna wait?
#Einstestine
You know hurting is'nt bad, but doing it slowly is worst
So what you gonna do, will you hurt me or you gonna wait?
#review #random
People don't want to think. And the deeper they get into trouble, the less they want to think. But by some sort of instinct, they feel that they ought to and it makes them feel guilty. So they'll bless and follow anyone who gives them a justification for not thinking. Anyone who makes a virtue - a highly intellectual virtue - out of what they know to be their sin, their weakness and their guilt.
People don't want to think. And the deeper they get into trouble, the less they want to think. But by some sort of instinct, they feel that they ought to and it makes them feel guilty. So they'll bless and follow anyone who gives them a justification for not thinking. Anyone who makes a virtue - a highly intellectual virtue - out of what they know to be their sin, their weakness and their guilt.
Eden's apple that EVE ate.
Newton's apple lead to the discovery of laws of physics.
Golden apple appeard in many religious traditions, often as a mystical or forbidden fruit.
Poison apple from sleeping beauty.
Apple tech, biggest tech company in the word.
Pen pineapple apple pen, internet viral meme.
Even RYUK from Death Note eats apple.
And there are even colors name after the fruit- apple red and candy apple red
What's with apple taking all the credit while bananas only has dirty jokes? Anyone?
#review #random
#Einstestine
Newton's apple lead to the discovery of laws of physics.
Golden apple appeard in many religious traditions, often as a mystical or forbidden fruit.
Poison apple from sleeping beauty.
Apple tech, biggest tech company in the word.
Pen pineapple apple pen, internet viral meme.
Even RYUK from Death Note eats apple.
And there are even colors name after the fruit- apple red and candy apple red
What's with apple taking all the credit while bananas only has dirty jokes? Anyone?
#review #random
#Einstestine
#review #CA #random
Your smile broke into my soul. This is a feeling I have never known. A warmth that spreads to my fingers and toes. A kindness seen through someone else’s eyes. A world apart and yet so close. My mind is connected to yours. We are different and yet we are the same. You balance my weakness. I balance your strength. Some call this fate.
Your smile broke into my soul. This is a feeling I have never known. A warmth that spreads to my fingers and toes. A kindness seen through someone else’s eyes. A world apart and yet so close. My mind is connected to yours. We are different and yet we are the same. You balance my weakness. I balance your strength. Some call this fate.
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Withered hand you write so much and yet you say so little. Thoughts have burrowed within my heart. Eyes have betrayed my lips. These moments I have cast a stone and yet it is I to feel the weight of a boulder. For space and time cannot be altered. Only this step shall I finally ponder. Give my humble apology from within and let my life be offered. Only now with grace I seek to live without memory of my squander.
Withered hand you write so much and yet you say so little. Thoughts have burrowed within my heart. Eyes have betrayed my lips. These moments I have cast a stone and yet it is I to feel the weight of a boulder. For space and time cannot be altered. Only this step shall I finally ponder. Give my humble apology from within and let my life be offered. Only now with grace I seek to live without memory of my squander.