I cared too much, too deep. I would move mountains, cross the ocean, bring this world upside down for her, and only her. Guess i really was swept off...
It was all fake for her though, i don't know how she lived to have the assumption that good is fake and cruelty is the reality. I wish i could dig into her past and kick that asshole or erase that moment that made her believe goodness in people was lost, and destroyed and those people who are good are just evil with masks. I really wish i could do something about it. But i couldn't so for her i was one of the people with painted masks on them, monsters pretending to be angels.
I love her too much to blame her for my crushed dreams or broken heart. I have become a floating soul, no where to go, no home to settle, lost one. But in all this darkness and uncertainty, i know one thing.

If am walking away form her it means that was the only choice i was given,
if am waiting then am gonna wait until i win her over or until her demons turn me to ash,
if am fighting her fights then am fighting them till am the warrior or till am dust on the ground.
I know only one thing i will love her for eternity.
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When was it?
Thank God - for the blessed child
Glory and life - for she is my Knight
Her dad's first love
Her father's treasure
God gave us a child
And i call her my daughter

When was it?
My girl got raped
My womb got buried

When was it?
Was it, when she kissed you good night
Or maybe, while she sat on your lab
Was it, when she told you she loved her dad
Or maybe, when she hugged you tight

Let me ask you, when was it?

When did it cross your mind?
Your daughter can be your sex toy
How did it felt in your heart?
When you heard your girl cry.

When was it?

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