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Sword on my hand
Fighting your war
Crossing mountains
While healing your scar
Lighting the dark
The cave you go to hide
Or just staying there
Right by your side
Forgiveness was lame
Sorry never happened
I would just forget
No doubt in my heart
Love in golfing me
I will never regret
Though that was yesterday
Life time ago - the memory of today
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"Oh God this is weird" those words remind me of you more than the typical words like "i love you" would. Random words ha? random words i rambled that day because i was nervous.. So terrified that your answer to my questions would shatter what was left of my heart. It is funny how those random words became a memory..that tells two different stories, two different feelings( opposite feelings).
A broken heart and the most loved one.
Betrayed and most cherished,
Most friendly guy and a terrible lover,
Brutally honest and a lying man.
words that have become a constant memory, fixture to our story because you teased me some. As random as they are i smile every time i hear them, or think about them. The most random words said on a sad day that inflict more of a happy memory.
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Letters of the dead
Letter 1

🔸To the girl who walked away🔸

Why did i thought you would stick around after that? Well it was because you said you would, but i shouldn't have believed that should i now? you told me to show you my demons, you said you would love me no matter what. you told me scars can be beautiful too. you convinced me that is what love is, sharing it all, being one. look where that led us though? why did you walk away after making a promise? Why did you make me believe i can have good, why did you say i can have that heaven if you were to take it away? I am curious.

From your shadow
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Letters of the dead
A letter from her

🔸To the guy who have the guts.🔸

I am impressed you wrote me this letter. You actually don't know why i walked away? Your scars, your demons are the ones that cost me my family, my dad and yet you have the guts to ask me why i walked away? ... it is because of you, your demons are the reason i don't see my dad anymore. It is because your scars are the reason i don't go to sleep at night, it is because of your demons i see my mom mindless, out of life everyday. It is because of you i have lost my self. You are the reason i will never be happy, you are the reason that i have a scared soul, heart and life. You want to know why i walked away? well that is why, because u are my scar.
Gabby
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Letter of the dead
Letter from him 2

🔸To the girl with the demons🔸

Now i am your demon? I remember to be your happiness, your world. I knew how bad my scars were.. i guess it is me who knew how deep they were not you, so maybe i should have known that those scars could cost me you. i was in haze with all the love i forgot i was a dark soul. You gave me light. And with your letter not only did you take my only light,but you also have woken all my beasts. I don't think i will ever see light again. I don't want it anymore. All i wanted was you. i should have known that we were too good to be true. Sorry for causing you so much pain but i will never forgive you too.
Once your shadow
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A breath away

I told you i was a breath away

On the day i cried alone -
Hiding in the cave of my arms
While your shoulder was -
Pillar for someone else

On the day i begged you with my eyes
To spare me of all the misery
Your face advertising happiness
You laughed on my weakness

On the day i told you i might die
When i crawled for you to spare me another day

On the day i told you i was a breath away
That, that was my unsaid goodbye

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Domesday

the night the moon was whole
Deep in to the pit was when i fall
Love, they say - it flows smooth
Love, i say - it is full of bruises

On a half moon, one dark night
Where stars were dead - i lost my knight
The fare well for forever
To never cross roads or talk to one another
Good byes are for the dead not for the living
Painful in my mind goodbyes i avoid
And yet
Goodbye i was told
My love just got lost
Goodbye as a boarder
He became a stranger

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Letters of the dead
A letter from her 2

🔸To the beast guy🔸

I woke them up? Really? I just got one question. please tell me the things you will never forgive me for? Do you not get how your past ruined my past, present and even my future. You walked into my life when i was getting a little better, knowing who you were, the things you have done. But still you wowed me with life and happiness. You lifted me off of my feet with all the love. You are the one who showed me life after taking it which is hilarious by the way. you knew you were a time ticking bomb and yet you were gonna take my life once more and you are the one who is not gonna forgive me. i really want to know the things you won't forgive me for.

Gabby
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Letters of the dead
Letter from him 3

🔸To the girl who is making fun of me 🔸

The love we built is really gone ha? Because even your words have become blades. why are you being this cruel? And i knew what i did to you? You think i would walk into my worst fear? Just like that? that hurts like no other. I get it now. I am not the guy you love anymore. but the monster you have wanted to kill all your life. i don't know what you did to our memories that you can't even remember easy truths. But you just added one more thing to the lists i won't forgive you. i will never forgive you. because you killed me, i won't forgive you because i am just a monster. I won't forgive you because you were a fraud.
Once your shadow
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I am a fake, no feelings in my face
I am dead, with shallow breath
I am alive, ice, dead eyes
I laugh, hallow sound
I cry, humping my tear ducts
I scream, silent to the ears
I sleep, nightmares hugging me

I am dreaming, spring in play
Happy kids
Radiant eyes
Rich smile

I am awake. In to the world
Dead eyes
A wolf's laugh
Forced smile
Pale skin
Empty mind
Beating heart
Silent ears
Chaotic soul
I am a mute, with a lot to say
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Me and you, as we met and fall
Champagne as a trend, it was all bubbly
Charming as cocktail, sweet and tricky
As time goes on, wine we became old and taste
Roller coaster happened, Tequila kicked in burning us to ash
Whiskey was what ended it, With empty and shattered glass

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Voices of horror
Deep, spreading in me
Sounds of silence
Up on the surface
The horrors singing their sour venom
The silence outside is as loud as them
The opposite poles in the world of sound
Silence and scream have come around
On the mission of shattering me to the ground
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I lived by see you soon's
Talk to you later
I loved with all my heart
Wishing for forever
I hoped for the good
Always together
Loyalty my blanket
Never wished for more
I hated goodbyes
Avoided it to the core
Goodbye my enemy
Is all that i fear
Goodbye is the end
Erasing me from here
Goodbye left your mouth
And i became a corpse
Goodbye led me to my grave
Told you it was for the dead
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There was adam
A rib missing from his left
Eve right between his arms
Two pieces put together
Two bodies in one soul

I feel like i fit into ur rib
Like a calling from home
A string pulling me along
Sealing me in right where i belong

That sensation is there
Pulling me your way
Your arms open
Calling me in
Your hug tight
Ingolfing me inside

Your hug loosens
Your eyes cold
The tug it there
But it is pure torture
The road dark
Hallow bridge
No light on the other side
It feels like severed mating bond

The ribs belong together
One man's skeleton
Though the hearts beat different
Music of separate symphony
The hearts don't belong together

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Letters of the dead
Letter from her 3
🔸To the guy i hate most🔸

You are right. I am a fraud. I mean, wasn't all the time we spend together one? some nights i even wonder if you really loved me, or if you were torturing me. I don't know for what exactly but i can't even try to understand you. who walks into a girl's life when he is the one who took away her dad? You took him away; my dad, my hero. I miss his touch, how he holds me, i lost his smell. I have tried to conserve his scent, we never washed any of his clothes. But as time went there was no trace of him. I miss how he fed me all my life long. I miss his voice, his laugh. I can't imagine his smile, every memory i have of him is gone. And you are asking about our memories, your memories. I can't even remember most of my dad. All i remember is how he felt that day; cold, rigid, distant. He was lying there lifeless. That is all i have in my head.

Gabby
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I have been lost because my country have been having some crisis.. And our internet have been shot down... I hope am still welcome here.

Letters of the dead
Letter from him 4

🔸To the girl i loved, once🔸

It is my turn ha? That was all there was in my head before you walked into my life. Your dad that day; he was lying in the ground, i tried to save him but i was just a kid,i was scared, i didn't know what to do. You know what your dad did that day? he took my hand; i saw something in his eyes, there was no hatred in them, they were kind,beautiful. His hands were warm, firm, i still wonder how they can be that warm and comforting while he was dying. I always wonder how a dying man can have all that love. I guess i will never know. Then he told me something.." son, it is okay. It is going to be okay, i just need you to do me a favor, tell my daughter how much i love her. And get her lotus flower for me, she will know what it means.." . I wondered how he knew we might cross paths, i guess there are a lot of things a dying man knows about. i never have forgiven my self. I asked my self why he thought it was going to be okay, because it never was. And then you came into my life and i understood what he meant, it felt like he sent you to me, then i started feeling okay, believing life wasn't so cruel after all. I guess, i shouldn't have wavered. I should have stood to my belief, then i could have saved us both form all this. And since i have told you his last words, here is the lotus flower your dad sent for you.

Always your shadow
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Letters of the dead
Letter from her 4

🔸To the guy who sent me flowers🔸

Thanks for the flowers. You made me have some of his, our memories. Lotus flower is our favorite. How strong and undefeated the flower is, how it is a beauty in the desert. What it means is he is always with me and me with him, how i should never forget to notice and admire the beauty in the dark. I guess, he wanted to tell me to forgive you because he did. Thanks for giving me this piece of him.
Gabby
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Me and you we live in two different worlds. You are from the ocean, i am from the land. You are from the sky while i am from the earth. We are in different sides. We can never cross them,I wish we could. I wish there is some higher power, a miracle, a myth that would break this bridge for us and our one true love. You are in my dreams, you are all i think about but i could never touch you. I imagine all there is: your smile, your grumpy face, your voice, your scent, how your embrace would feel, your eyes. Sometimes i doubt if you even exist, if i am in love with this image i have created on my mind. But then, on a sad night i feel the wind caressing me. The stars shining brightest telling me you are on the other side, the birds whispering your words that am gonna be fine. And at that moment, I wanna have you right there by my side. Forever can be a life time, years, family, grand children. But for me forever is a second with you before this unfair world takes you away from me. I can live with you on the other side for years. Looking out for your messages. The stars shining bright, the wind flowing, the birds singing, the flowers blossoming. But i don't want to. That is never close to what i wish i could have with you. I can never break this bridge for us to have our dream life but i can give us this second before this world takes me away. so for me forever is just a second with you.
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Love heals
Those broken by their lovers, they say love broke them. Me,
Well am healed. You broke me, I thought you did but then you never did. The love i gave you, the love you took happily, the love you never gave back, Healed me. They say, they have been lied, cheated, neglected. And it broke them.
Me, It healed me. I am a giver, always have been always will be. And i have always given whole heartily, never expected it back. I never take back. that is why; Love for me whether yo choke it, abuse it, manipulate your way inside will never break me. And that my dear is the only thing i will never give.
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