Quietly quietly..
i smoulder and burn,
The void inside, feeding on me..
Shackles of society,
Straining me numb.
Debts of duty,
a burden to bear.
Weighing me
dragging me
Down
...down
......down
Quietly quietly..
I seethe and rage,
The void inside, gaining on me.
Ever empty eyes,
Devoid of joy
stare through,
Their fake smiles, subtle ploys.
Quietly quietly..
I weep inside,
sobbing in silence
Muffling my screams
Regrets of choices
Of drowning my dreams
quietly quietly..
I smoulder and burn,
The void inside, feeding on me.
#review #AwaraAmber #thoughts
i smoulder and burn,
The void inside, feeding on me..
Shackles of society,
Straining me numb.
Debts of duty,
a burden to bear.
Weighing me
dragging me
Down
...down
......down
Quietly quietly..
I seethe and rage,
The void inside, gaining on me.
Ever empty eyes,
Devoid of joy
stare through,
Their fake smiles, subtle ploys.
Quietly quietly..
I weep inside,
sobbing in silence
Muffling my screams
Regrets of choices
Of drowning my dreams
quietly quietly..
I smoulder and burn,
The void inside, feeding on me.
#review #AwaraAmber #thoughts
I'm afraid of the little things left unsaid
before they pile up tall enough to suffocate
Say.. Don't you think we should talk it out instead?
I'm afraid of the subtle derision in your eyes sometimes
I'm afraid of the turbulent indecision in your lies sometimes
Before it's too late for regrets, let's keep no more secrets
and yet
I'm afraid of the truth, the confirmation of my conclusion at the same time
I'm afraid of the death of 'us'
I'm afraid I'll have no choice
but to let go
it terrifies me
And yet
I must know
I'm afraid to accept the abandonment again
you knew my past, so why then??
I'm afraid of lying alone in the bed
fading away in the dark
reminiscing the moments we had
I'm afraid of spending my life alone and sad
Your words don't scare me
It's the things left unsaid
So..
Before the void of doubt devours me whole
Say..
Don't you think we should talk instead??
#AwaraAmber
#review #poem
(poured my heart out, if you've ever been through this.. Hope this speaks to you)
before they pile up tall enough to suffocate
Say.. Don't you think we should talk it out instead?
I'm afraid of the subtle derision in your eyes sometimes
I'm afraid of the turbulent indecision in your lies sometimes
Before it's too late for regrets, let's keep no more secrets
and yet
I'm afraid of the truth, the confirmation of my conclusion at the same time
I'm afraid of the death of 'us'
I'm afraid I'll have no choice
but to let go
it terrifies me
And yet
I must know
I'm afraid to accept the abandonment again
you knew my past, so why then??
I'm afraid of lying alone in the bed
fading away in the dark
reminiscing the moments we had
I'm afraid of spending my life alone and sad
Your words don't scare me
It's the things left unsaid
So..
Before the void of doubt devours me whole
Say..
Don't you think we should talk instead??
#AwaraAmber
#review #poem
(poured my heart out, if you've ever been through this.. Hope this speaks to you)
Don't bother taking off your mask,
the painted face of ever changing dyes,
My apathy for you arises
not from your face,
but that which i see lurking behind your eyes.
- @AwaraAmber
#AwaraAmber #review
the painted face of ever changing dyes,
My apathy for you arises
not from your face,
but that which i see lurking behind your eyes.
- @AwaraAmber
#AwaraAmber #review
They say
Stay
the night may be dark
But it'll be a better tomorrow
The wind may be gone
But there are always
Hands on deck you can borrow
And i
The abandoned ship
sigh sadly
oh how innocent
times used to be
ignorant of the iceberg
where your mates said
a harbour
was supposed to be
Oh how lost in wanderlust
we took the poisoned cup
oh so full of virgin wonder
And trust
everything was to me
Oh to be young
wild
and free
Let me fly
sailing away
beyond the horizon
like a sparrow
Unchain me
from these waves
the heart must have
what it craves
Let me fly
From these premises
these pirates
No more promises
Of the dawn
of better tomorrow
𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯,
𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸..
- #AwaraAmber
#review #poem
(I'd appreciate any critique/ comment, poured my vagabond soul out for this one.. 🙏🏽 love from india)
Stay
the night may be dark
But it'll be a better tomorrow
The wind may be gone
But there are always
Hands on deck you can borrow
And i
The abandoned ship
sigh sadly
oh how innocent
times used to be
ignorant of the iceberg
where your mates said
a harbour
was supposed to be
Oh how lost in wanderlust
we took the poisoned cup
oh so full of virgin wonder
And trust
everything was to me
Oh to be young
wild
and free
Let me fly
sailing away
beyond the horizon
like a sparrow
Unchain me
from these waves
the heart must have
what it craves
Let me fly
From these premises
these pirates
No more promises
Of the dawn
of better tomorrow
𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘯,
𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸..
- #AwaraAmber
#review #poem
(I'd appreciate any critique/ comment, poured my vagabond soul out for this one.. 🙏🏽 love from india)
Chances are
i won't ever be 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 to you
I think
Only you matter the most to you
And yet
here i am
Waiting patiently
As if every moment
Of your apathy
Wasn't an eternity
of agony
thinking of you
As if
The mere thought
Of your embrace
Wasn't just a
Fantasy
Chances are
You won't ever accept
my rose for you
but still
i won't be filling
Someone else's shoes for you
Not a distraction
No hobby
Not a used toy in the basement
Want me not?
Fine.
But i won't
Ever be just a replacement.
Chances are
I'm just a dopamine dose to you
You don't even notice
He who adores, bows to you
Chance are
I'm never gonna be close to you
and yet
why is it
that i can't quench this thirst
of longing
in my heart
That arose for you
Chances are
there won't ever be an 𝘜𝘴
Chances are
I won't
𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳
𝘉𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶..
@AwaraAmber
#Review #AwaraAmber #poem
i won't ever be 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 to you
I think
Only you matter the most to you
And yet
here i am
Waiting patiently
As if every moment
Of your apathy
Wasn't an eternity
of agony
thinking of you
As if
The mere thought
Of your embrace
Wasn't just a
Fantasy
Chances are
You won't ever accept
my rose for you
but still
i won't be filling
Someone else's shoes for you
Not a distraction
No hobby
Not a used toy in the basement
Want me not?
Fine.
But i won't
Ever be just a replacement.
Chances are
I'm just a dopamine dose to you
You don't even notice
He who adores, bows to you
Chance are
I'm never gonna be close to you
and yet
why is it
that i can't quench this thirst
of longing
in my heart
That arose for you
Chances are
there won't ever be an 𝘜𝘴
Chances are
I won't
𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳
𝘉𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶..
@AwaraAmber
#Review #AwaraAmber #poem
Chances are
i won't ever be 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 to you
I think
Only you matter the most to you
And yet
here i am
Waiting patiently
As if every moment
Of your apathy
Wasn't an eternity
of agony
thinking of you
As if
The mere thought
Of your embrace
Wasn't just a
Fantasy
Chances are
You won't ever accept
my rose for you
but still
i won't be filling
Someone else's shoes for you
Not a distraction
No hobby
Not a used toy in the basement
Want me not?
Fine.
But i won't
Ever be just a replacement.
Chances are
I'm just a dopamine dose to you
You don't even notice
He who adores, bows to you
Chance are
I'm never gonna be close to you
and yet
why is it
that i can't quench this thirst
of longing
in my heart
That arose for you
Chances are
there won't ever be an 𝘜𝘴
Chances are
I won't
𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳
𝘉𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶..
@AwaraAmber
#AwaraAmber #review #mypoem
i won't ever be 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 to you
I think
Only you matter the most to you
And yet
here i am
Waiting patiently
As if every moment
Of your apathy
Wasn't an eternity
of agony
thinking of you
As if
The mere thought
Of your embrace
Wasn't just a
Fantasy
Chances are
You won't ever accept
my rose for you
but still
i won't be filling
Someone else's shoes for you
Not a distraction
No hobby
Not a used toy in the basement
Want me not?
Fine.
But i won't
Ever be just a replacement.
Chances are
I'm just a dopamine dose to you
You don't even notice
He who adores, bows to you
Chance are
I'm never gonna be close to you
and yet
why is it
that i can't quench this thirst
of longing
in my heart
That arose for you
Chances are
there won't ever be an 𝘜𝘴
Chances are
I won't
𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳
𝘉𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶..
@AwaraAmber
#AwaraAmber #review #mypoem
𝙇𝙚𝙩 𝙜𝙤..
sometimes
you've had enough
of getting hurt
sometimes its ok not to fight
Sometimes the lines get blurry
between what you want
And what's right
I've long since lost
the way to peace
the choice to choose whatever i might
The only path
they say
Is surrender
And yet
I hesitate
I remember being me
I remember the wind on my hair
I remember
the resonance of my heart
with the rhythm of the nature
I remember being free
Oh i remember being me
I should perhaps
Choose to love
Or i could
Always choose to fight
But
Perhaps
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 maybe
I could be me once more
I could fly away to eternity
free
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴
For the last time
I could see the light
And so
Hear ye!
Hear ye!
Hereby I decide
accepting the part of me
That i had cast aside
embracing the waves once more
As my worries get washed ashore
Hence a 𝘗𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 be i
Forevermore
You see
Sometimes it's okay to drown
So long as you swim alright
Sometimes it's okay
to fall away
If you can get back upright
And so
i smile
and let go
𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱
𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘺𝘮𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵..
#AwaraAmber #review #mypoem
(Please tell me before sharing my work🙏🏽)
sometimes
you've had enough
of getting hurt
sometimes its ok not to fight
Sometimes the lines get blurry
between what you want
And what's right
I've long since lost
the way to peace
the choice to choose whatever i might
The only path
they say
Is surrender
And yet
I hesitate
I remember being me
I remember the wind on my hair
I remember
the resonance of my heart
with the rhythm of the nature
I remember being free
Oh i remember being me
I should perhaps
Choose to love
Or i could
Always choose to fight
But
Perhaps
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 maybe
I could be me once more
I could fly away to eternity
free
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴
For the last time
I could see the light
And so
Hear ye!
Hear ye!
Hereby I decide
accepting the part of me
That i had cast aside
embracing the waves once more
As my worries get washed ashore
Hence a 𝘗𝘪𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦 be i
Forevermore
You see
Sometimes it's okay to drown
So long as you swim alright
Sometimes it's okay
to fall away
If you can get back upright
And so
i smile
and let go
𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘭𝘰𝘳 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱
𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘺𝘮𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵..
#AwaraAmber #review #mypoem
(Please tell me before sharing my work🙏🏽)
Wordcraft
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
From the depths of your core
the bottomless 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
Pour out the musings of your mind
Splintered thoughts you dwell
we are the heathens forgotten
The mystics unwell
Let loose the ward of your void
Open the dungeons of hell
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
The craving paper calls
echoes into the 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘩 𝘸𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘥
Like a rain in the desert
So
With the ink of your feelings
Engrave your spell
From the depths of your core
the bottomless 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
- @AwaraAmber
#AwaraAmber #review #mypoem
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
From the depths of your core
the bottomless 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
Pour out the musings of your mind
Splintered thoughts you dwell
we are the heathens forgotten
The mystics unwell
Let loose the ward of your void
Open the dungeons of hell
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
The craving paper calls
echoes into the 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘩 𝘸𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘥
Like a rain in the desert
So
With the ink of your feelings
Engrave your spell
From the depths of your core
the bottomless 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
- @AwaraAmber
#AwaraAmber #review #mypoem
Wordcraft
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
From the depths of your core
the bottomless 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
Pour out the musings of your mind
Splintered thoughts you dwell
we are the heathens forgotten
The mystics unwell
Let loose the ward of your void
Open the dungeons of hell
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
The craving paper calls
echoes into the 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘩 𝘸𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘥
Like a rain in the desert
So
With the ink of your feelings
Engrave your spell
From the depths of your core
the bottomless 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
- @AwaraAmber
#AwaraAmber #review #mypoem
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
From the depths of your core
the bottomless 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
Pour out the musings of your mind
Splintered thoughts you dwell
we are the heathens forgotten
The mystics unwell
Let loose the ward of your void
Open the dungeons of hell
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
The craving paper calls
echoes into the 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘩 𝘸𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘥
Like a rain in the desert
So
With the ink of your feelings
Engrave your spell
From the depths of your core
the bottomless 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭
Spin the tale wordweaver
Spin it well
- @AwaraAmber
#AwaraAmber #review #mypoem