Pensive|
1.81K subscribers
639 photos
2 videos
11 files
119 links
Read works of aspiring and established writers!

Like to write?
Submit post: @WritersClubBot

Groups:
@WritersClub
@CopywritersBBT
@HindiPoetry

Channel Partners:
@WritersCafe
@WritersDirectory
@CopywritersDesk

More:
🌐 @tgWiz I @BigBrandTre
Download Telegram
Sins

Abandoned for too long,
Drifting slowly into oblivion,
Hoping for somebody to pull me out & hold me tight,
Somebody to guide me through the dreary night.

Lying down on the ground,
Counting the stars in the sky,
Talking to my own,
Looking around for a shoulder to cry.

Knocking at the door of destiny,
Knocking me off of my own self,
Holding on to my soul,
That wanna flee.

Running away from reality,
Running towards my old me,
Lifting me off the ground,
For my sins causing zero gravity.
Driving me to insanity.

#review #San #poetry
Bonfire

We had rings in our fingers,
With our names etched on,
Holding each other's hands,
We were walking in the lawn.

We sat around the bonfire,
When u sat on my lap,
Be it your ripped jeans or denim shorts,
I swear darling u look beautiful in every single attire.

Tired were u hence leaned over me,
When u tardily moved your hands round my neck,
Where in my arms u fell asleep quietly,
Billions of people on this planet but baby you're unique.
Obsessed with those freckles on your cheek.

The moment I caught u smiling in your sleep,
I took a sigh of relief,
That atleast you're comfortable in my arms,
Comfortable leaving your hands in my palms.


#review #San #poetry
Bonfire

We had rings in our fingers,
With our names etched on,
Holding each other's hands,
We were walking in the lawn.

We sat around the bonfire,
When u sat on my lap,
Be it your ripped jeans or denim shorts,
I swear darling u look beautiful in every single attire.

Tired were u hence leaned over me,
When u tardily moved your hands round my neck,
Where in my arms u fell asleep quietly,
Billions of people on this planet but baby you're unique.
Obsessed with those freckles on your cheek.

The moment I caught u smiling in your sleep,
I took a sigh of relief,
That atleast you're comfortable in my arms,
Comfortable leaving your hands in my palms.


#review #San #poetry
Journey with a stranger

Driving on the mountainous road,
I looked at the rear mirror of my car,
Noticing a girl with some luggage,
Standing at a distance far.

So I put the gear in reverse & reached to her,
When she greeted me with an alluring smile,
And what filled me with awe was her beauty,
Leaving me hypnotised for a while.

In a long overcoat & knee high boots,
Styled with a striped hat,
She looked perfect in every single way,
Holding in her hands a cute little cat.

A hitch-hiker she was,
Waiting for somebody to stop,
Tired and disappointed,
After waiting for hours on the hill top,

We talked & giggled for hours,
A journey with her felt like never ending,
Together singing & dancing along with the radio,
Enjoying a breathtaking view outside that was soul mending.

When her destination came & she was off the car,
I joyfully looked at her waving my hands from a distance far.


#review #San #poetry
Like a beam of light,
You were guiding my way,
In an abyss marked with darkness and perils,
To a brighter day.

Until it got blocked by the cloud,
Until the sun went down,
When my face turned pale,
Causing a total breakdown.

I sunk deeper in the abyss,
I sunk deeper in my past,
Having flashbacks of those good old memories,
Which were easier to reminisce.


#review #San #sonnet
Feelings

Feelings;sometimes mixed while sometimes crystal clear,
Sometimes genuine while sometimes made up,
But for u they were always there,
And will stay there forever.

Even if u rip off my heart,
Still it will feel for u,
And will continue to feel,
Till the very second it stops to beat.

The moment it stops to beat,
Just conclude that u scribbled on the pages of my life,
By the pen of your apathy,
With my blood in lieu of the ink.

In the way the worth of a book can't be determined,
Solely by its mere cover,
Similarly the amount of pain can't be determined,
By merely reading a poem composed by a broken lover.


#review #San #poetry
The Mysterious Voice

Lying under the scintillating Moon,
I heard dulcet tones from a distant,
An ethereal voice of a soprano,
Of what the stars being a testament.

The susurrus of the zephyr,
That conflated with the frequencies of the voice,
Adorning the beauty of the melody,
Leaving me with an ephemeral rejoice.

I proceeded to follow the origin,
Before it began to become evanescent,
And I froze for a second to what was overwhelming,
Being a victim of such an idyllic event.

Soon when the aurora arrived,
And the sunlight aurified the dark realm of the sky,
It was me who was still wondering,
To what was rather difficult to deny.

Was it a beautiful dream?
Or was it true?
As I sat there wondering,
Until the darkness further grew.

#review #poetry #San
I met a girl who was like the shameplant,
Delicate to touch but pleasant to look at,
As we together kept aside our past selves,
And walked on the beach with the sunset.

Her innocent eyes reflected secrets,
That she kept with her as she grew,
Little did I know,
What she had went through.

Her heart strings were like that of guitar,
Waiting for someone who can strum it the right way,
And fill colors in her life,
That was once painted with grey.

Being engaged in a conflict with my mind,
My soul was stuck at one end,
Leaving me all alone baffled,
With a broken heart to mend.

We both had bad past experiences,
But we had a future ahead to secure,
Of all those unseen & untouched wounds that ever existed,
Love being a medicine to cure.

Eventually she began to open up,
As I handed over my tiny fragile pieces to her,
On the pillar of trust that we had cemented,
She gave her hands in mine with pleasure.


#review #San #poetry
So guys here it is!

Finally I concluded to give it a shot after much contemplation.
Never have I ever had shared this experience with anyone before.

'Twas the winters of 2000s,my parents were newly wed couples and had recently moved to a new place due to their official work.

Lemme give u guys a closer view of that place.
It was a small bungalow in the middle of nowhere,surrounded by colossal meadows that transcended alongway the bough of trees while leaving a dirt ridden aisle in between that led to the main door of the house.
The bungalow comprised of 2 rooms,an attached hall,a kitchen and obviously a washroom.Just few steps away were the ruins of a sugarmill that closed down post the British era most probably.

Perhaps a place creepy & scary enough to send chills down your spine.

One fine night my dad & mom both were out till late.Usually my dad used to pick up my mom from her office as it was close to his place of work and then drove back to home.
So like everyday he did the same.Everything was going fine and dandy until the very next minute which was gonna leave a profound impact on their minds & was not in any way gonna wipe off from their memories anytime sooner.

My dad was driving past that sugar mill & it was utterly dark all around.When suddenly he applied the brakes on the sight of a woman sitting amidst the road wrapped up in a fleecy white gown facing the opposite side.He honked & continued to frantically honk in vain.Pestered by this attitude he stepped out of the car & went upto that woman.As soon as he said something she turned her face leaving my parents in a dazed state.With her eyes bulging out,plethora of cuts & bruises on the face & a skin saggy enough giving the impression as if it's gonna fall off the bone at any moment just like the wax from a lit candle.
In addition to what was a fetid that was unbearable alongwith some worms crawling all over her body....trust me she was way more horrific in actual than this description.

For a while my dad went all numb losing his ability to think & comprehend.
My mom a religious lady began spewing out every single sacred spell she knew while my dad who was dumbstruck till now rushed towards the car with all his might,took to the steering wheel & drove as fast as he could.
That particular night was their last at that place when they shifted to a densely populated part of the city the very next day.
Soon after that incident in 2001,I came into existence.


#San #review #horrorstory
The death bell resounds,
Awakening the fiends while taversing the dungeons,
To the doomsday has arrived,
Opposing to comply from aeons.

Begging for mercy from Azrael,
Concealing beneath the tapestries,
Treading on the steep alleys,
Shrunk & turned pale like winter leaves.

Alleys leading to an unsolicited realm,
Leaving behind footprints of a lone traveller,
Recalling the good memories of the past,
A yearning to resurrect that lasts forever.


#review #poem #San
Dragging myself up as if I'm hanging from a freaking cliff,
Never felt so sleepless to need a sedative,
Demons inside making it hard for me to survive,
Devouring on my soul & risking my life.

Sometimes u fail to swim in the shallowest of waters,
Paddling & sweating in vain,
Sometimes the slightest of cuts,
Gives u the greatest of pain.

When the Sun goes out of sight,
When u could walk alone in the dimmest of light,
U don't need someone to hold u tight,
U don't want anyone to dwell on your plight.

Those who caused u this distress,
The raging flames they tried to suppress,
Now entangled in their own mess,
It's u who made more out of less.

Wading through the puddles of misery,
Climbing over the stacks of pain,
They don't see the struggles behind,
Just wanna see u falling again.



#review #poem #San
Wrinkles around your eyes,
Be it those strech marks on your thighs,
Or scars peeking through your tee,
I adore them genuinely.

U always tryna hide your belly fat,
I know u hate cracks on your feet,
But I adore all of them honestly,
It's our flaws that makes us complete.

Cuz I love your imperfections,
As if they're mine,
So baby promise me to never feel insecure,
Of your looks; that beauty is divine.

It's these imperfections,
That makes u stand out from the crowd,
No there's nobody perfect like u,
Vow to me you'd never deem yourself a dowd.

Of all these societal beauty standards,
Crumbling down your morale,
Look up darling you're perfect in my eyes,
Burying any doubts moment they arise.


#review #poetry #San
Wrinkles around your eyes,
Be it those strech marks on your thighs,
Or scars peeking through your tee,
I adore them genuinely.

U always tryna hide your belly fat,
I know u hate cracks on your feet,
But I adore all of them honestly,
It's our flaws that makes us complete.

Cuz I love your imperfections,
As if they're mine,
So baby promise me to never feel insecure,
Of your looks; that beauty is divine.

It's these imperfections,
That makes u stand out from the crowd,
No there's nobody perfect like u,
Vow to me you'd never deem yourself a dowd.

Of all these societal beauty standards,
Crumbling down your morale,
Look up darling you're perfect in my eyes,
Burying any doubts moment they arise.


#review #poetry #San
She was like the resistant sculpture,
Languished in the corner,
Witnessing the wars,witnessing blood & devastation.
Standing there lifeless like a mourner.
Bearing rainstorms,covered in dust,
Holding her shape still,
Keeping away any cracks or rust.

She was once like the turtle,
Thrown out of the ocean by the raging tides,
As it continues battling the odds,
With each failure its devotion intensifies.

She was like a fragment of rock,
Lurking for millennials in the far flung space,
She was once like a budding flower,
Thriving slowly with her own pace.


She was once like the jigsaw puzzle,
Baffling and hard to figure out,
She was once like fading embers,
Drifting slowly into a total blackout.


#review #poetry #San
Longdrive

You roll down the windshield,
While I take the steering wheel,
Humming to music & talking for countless hours,
Let's disappear darling into a world far beyond the stars.

Travelling through various time zones,
Travelling across different landscapes,
A place so mystical and bewitching,
Where the moonlight ascends over the seawaves.

From camping to passing sleepless nights,
As we giggle,dance & cook together,
Cherishing every moment & leaving no regrets,
Making out love in the pleasant weather.

To getting lost in the mystical land,
With only the two of us,
In a place so nice for a secret rendezvous,
Though the outside powers might try to defy us.


#review #poem #San
Your Sight...

You came in my life like a blowing wind,
Took my heart to the shore like those flowing rills,
I saw your sight like a writer watches twilight,
In the midst of your eyes I attained pure delight...

You registered your name on the land of my heart,
You pierced my heart like a moving dart,
My being is mesmerised by your glowing fragrance,
Like a devotee raptured by God's reminiscence...

My entire being wants to assimilate in you,
Like a ripple on the surface of ocean,
The embers of my heart are revived by your shimmering sight,
Like living life again became worthwhile...

I am lost in you like sun and moon in eclipse,
I crave for your sight like a man begging for life,
Enchanting your name every moment like vedic hymns,
I want to be a devotee dissolving in your eyes and feel your mollifying vibes...

#san
#review
#poetry
Your Sight...

You came in my life like a blowing wind,
Took my heart to the shore like those flowing rills,
I saw your sight like a writer watches twilight,
In the midst of your eyes I attained pure delight...

You registered your name on the land of my heart,
You pierced my heart like a moving dart,
My being is mesmerised by your glowing fragrance,
Like a devotee raptured by God's reminiscence...

My entire being wants to assimilate in you,
Like a ripple on the surface of ocean,
The embers of my heart are revived by your shimmering sight,
Like living life again became worthwhile...

I am lost in you like sun and moon in eclipse,
I crave for your sight like a man begging for life,
Enchanting your name every moment like vedic hymns,
I want to be a devotee dissolving in your eyes and feel your mollifying vibes...

#san
#review
#poetry
If u think that I was wrong

Darling if u think that I was wrong,
If u think that your heart isn't the place where I belong,
Clearly our bond tended to break when it wasn't that strong,
Maybe our love wasn't meant to last long.

If u think that I was wrong,
I won't stay here anymore,
Simply I'd walk away,
While u close the door.

If u think that I was wrong,
Then I'm ready to apologise,
It's upto u whether u forgive me,
Or give me a reason to further traumatize.

You'd stay reluctant on the fact that I was wrong,
When deep inside u know that u were wrong too,
But your ego was smth that came in between,
That's why our relationship is in a situation now where it should've never been.
#review #San #poetry
Never give in

I didn't sleep for nights,
I leapt over all heights.
Never gave in;I wrote down my own fate,
Never let my morale to abate.
Underneath my steps where the dangers stood,
Took me out from my comfort zone for good.

I worked hard day in and day out,
In order to make it count.
There were instances where I was about to stumble,
Sturdily I walked,never let my morale to crumble.

The path was misty;visibility ahead wasn't quite clear,
Fiercely determined I was,through all the odds was able to steer.
They were jealous of me,they tried to block my way,
But I kept myself strong and made it to the top one day.
#review #San #poetry
👍1
Łøve øf mÿ lìfe

You're the absolute perfection with much to commend,
With utterly no flaws in u there's nothing to amend.
I'd hand over the world my resignation,
Staying in your arms would be my only designation.

That angelic beauty,that great charm to which no one could resist,
Such the addiction which continues to exist.
The rare gem which only few deserved,
Glad to have got it which needs to be preserved.

Love wasn't my thing until I found u and started it to embrace,
You're the one on whom I could rely upon for solace.
Wish to have u along with me in my every single birth,
To me such is your worth.
Wish to give u happiness of my part,
Not possible to stay even for a second from u apart.
#review #San #poetry