#review
"Write right. Write" they said
Bleed the pen. Just write. A just rite to get the right shade of red
Read red, red words read I, red words shed I
Down my cheek to colour her red eye
I eye. Aye, i eye her red eyes: eyes that lie
About her story, eyes of I, eyes that die
Dye! Dye or die! Dye the letters or die trying
To come up with a better dye to paint my lying
Lying. Lying on the bed of lies i am laying lies a show
Sprayed against my paper, lying against the white are lies you know
"Oh no! Know, no knows no no!" I tell but fail
I scream my disagreement, "No". "Know no" i wail
Wail and wail again. Wale my papers, whale on my pens for something better
Paining my fingers to make wilts in the shape of a letter
Later maybe later, i will write her a letter
A letter to let her out... let me out....
Yet i stay silent forever
#everyone #ayuu #poem
"Write right. Write" they said
Bleed the pen. Just write. A just rite to get the right shade of red
Read red, red words read I, red words shed I
Down my cheek to colour her red eye
I eye. Aye, i eye her red eyes: eyes that lie
About her story, eyes of I, eyes that die
Dye! Dye or die! Dye the letters or die trying
To come up with a better dye to paint my lying
Lying. Lying on the bed of lies i am laying lies a show
Sprayed against my paper, lying against the white are lies you know
"Oh no! Know, no knows no no!" I tell but fail
I scream my disagreement, "No". "Know no" i wail
Wail and wail again. Wale my papers, whale on my pens for something better
Paining my fingers to make wilts in the shape of a letter
Later maybe later, i will write her a letter
A letter to let her out... let me out....
Yet i stay silent forever
#everyone #ayuu #poem
#review
I can't die nor sleep
Right now death sounds
Like it should be my destination
Yes we'all gonna die
But i want it to happen now
I'm finished and I'm giving up,
Don't judge me,
I've been judging myself and it's enough
Everything is just nothing
Without who are actually need,
Unfortunately I'm not to be in the picture now,
Sadly i can't understand anything
But my mind keeps reminding me
That death could be better,
I mean after this life, i might not feel
Pain will no longer have dominion over me
I will set myself free
Cause I'm ceasing to function in this life,
I want to know what it feels like
Not to feel,
It's a bit contradiction but to me
It makes sense,
Anyone in my shoes would agree
Though i can't believe anyone else
Deserves the kind of discomfort in my heart,
I don't know if it's possible,
Unfortunately I'm not suicidal
Otherwise i would have died a few minutes ago,
As i walked on the road
My only wish was to bump on a car
And my life to end just right there,
But not even a bicycle passed there
Why can't i die?
If I'm not to die then can i sleep for a while,
Just not to think of my dilemmas
Sadly i can't sleep either
What is wrong with me????
#ayuu #everyone #poetry
I can't die nor sleep
Right now death sounds
Like it should be my destination
Yes we'all gonna die
But i want it to happen now
I'm finished and I'm giving up,
Don't judge me,
I've been judging myself and it's enough
Everything is just nothing
Without who are actually need,
Unfortunately I'm not to be in the picture now,
Sadly i can't understand anything
But my mind keeps reminding me
That death could be better,
I mean after this life, i might not feel
Pain will no longer have dominion over me
I will set myself free
Cause I'm ceasing to function in this life,
I want to know what it feels like
Not to feel,
It's a bit contradiction but to me
It makes sense,
Anyone in my shoes would agree
Though i can't believe anyone else
Deserves the kind of discomfort in my heart,
I don't know if it's possible,
Unfortunately I'm not suicidal
Otherwise i would have died a few minutes ago,
As i walked on the road
My only wish was to bump on a car
And my life to end just right there,
But not even a bicycle passed there
Why can't i die?
If I'm not to die then can i sleep for a while,
Just not to think of my dilemmas
Sadly i can't sleep either
What is wrong with me????
#ayuu #everyone #poetry