The things, I tried running away from,
Why I have grown a liking towards them???

Those smell of courtyard, and those windows of the room
That time it felt like clenching me from inside
But Why am I remembering them today???

The place where we had to forcefully lived ,
Those urges of travelling with friends,
And that haul from mum for going out,
Heaven was felt outside, while I was trapped in hell
The same heaven now eats me up every time
And that care in moms scold, why are they being missed today???

When even a single word from others was felt like piercing my ears,
Always claiming others wrong and proving myself right,
And then those words used to become complaints or pun with friends,
Why those complaints are becoming my own regrets now???
And Why that every word is ringing again in my ears ???
Why am I missing those words today ???

Wasn’t aware of the cruelty of the world then,
And always used to think of running away from the home,
Always used to curse myself upon gazing outsiders,
And those lonely smiles for the dreamy future,
Why those smiles now seems to be lost somewhere???
And why that every footstep now scares me???

The mother’s lap from which I had got tired of
Now, I am craving for her lap again today,
The things, I tried running away from,
I have grown a liking towards them again today…
#poetry #review #brokenemotions563