The pain in her heart

It was a time when I used to be too innocent that don't know what truely this life and my existence me to me
It was a time when I was used to be living in my own world and be always silent in my school with no friends
It was a time when I was used to be fooled by others and fooled them unintentionally
It was a time when I was misunderstood by everybody easily
It was a time when I was soo much unaware of the harsh realities and bitter truths of a persons life
It was a time when IAM never used to pray to God for myself
It was a time when IAM used to be very immature and dumb at the same time intelligent
It was a time when IAM used to cry alot sitting alone in my balcony remembering what I have did to my life by not knowing it's importance
It was a time I used to be care about others more than myself but no body gives a fuck about that
I was a time I used to be given a name called "selfish"
It was a time when everybody is there with me but it feels like there is no body with me
It was a time when there is a girl used to be insecured and jealous of her sister but she used to refuse it to say that
It was a time she don't know what to do with her life totally confused ,stressed, depressed and anxiety
It was a time when she come to know that she is interested in sports also with studies but it is too late for her to know that and no body supports her and instead of supporting her or encouraging her everybody used to laugh at her if she does some thing bad or some mistake
It was a time when she is continuously failed in her choosen career field
It was a time she's come to know that her life is meaningless without achieveing success in her life
It was a time she is still hoping for the best to come in her way and some thing magical should happen and her dreames ,desires and goals come in true and she achieve success in her life and life a meaningful life for herself not for others😇👍
Neelofar
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