The beau, ignorance.

I knew.
That made me a shitty person
If there was anything that made it unbearable and more hard to overcome than anything, it’s the fact that I knew it was going to happen.
It’s a pity we don’t get to un-know stuff.
Like just trash it.
It felt(no, was )wrong.
Like hoarding the girls lavatory or cyber bullying overweight people because it felt right
Or self-hurting so you can feel anything other than this unimaginable sorrow that was slowly drowning you.
If there was anything that was worse than knowledge, it’ll be passivity, more like apathy.
The fact that you didn’t act.
That I didn’t act
This didn’t feel wrong.
It didn’t feel like anything I have ever felt.
Words can’t quantify how it feels.

Probably, nothing will.
I hope nothing does.


Excerpt from my book, For the Lies that Matter
@whosayegat

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