Tears are beautiful
I see it and it's all blurry. It's so cold and painful. It is loaded with lots of memories. Some you may cherish and many you wish to erase.
I see my father taking me around the corner of the street in my bicycle and I couldn't recognize my younger self. I never knew it was a happy moment because I see myself crying out of fear of falling, but now I'm crying that I didn't have a chance to thank him for whatever he was.
I see my return journey to my field posting in the army. I open my bag and there lies a packet of sandwich made by mom that I never asked for. I remember her tears when I reached home to surprise her and the same tears when I left home in an emergency recall. I always thought I shouldn't react by crying in front of her but this packet of sandwich made me cry as I never knew I wouldn't come back to thank her.
I see my wife signing the divorce papers in front of me and all I see is those 15 years of friendship from college which deserve some tears as a token. I asked her a chance to revive this relationship and she blamed my tears for being a fake tool to keep her moving forward in her life. I never knew that tears were perceived in other way as well.
Atlast, I have tears for myself when the enemy fired a bullet that pierced my chest. I see myself drowning into the world of tears and it is beautiful, knowing that my country would be safe.
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I see it and it's all blurry. It's so cold and painful. It is loaded with lots of memories. Some you may cherish and many you wish to erase.
I see my father taking me around the corner of the street in my bicycle and I couldn't recognize my younger self. I never knew it was a happy moment because I see myself crying out of fear of falling, but now I'm crying that I didn't have a chance to thank him for whatever he was.
I see my return journey to my field posting in the army. I open my bag and there lies a packet of sandwich made by mom that I never asked for. I remember her tears when I reached home to surprise her and the same tears when I left home in an emergency recall. I always thought I shouldn't react by crying in front of her but this packet of sandwich made me cry as I never knew I wouldn't come back to thank her.
I see my wife signing the divorce papers in front of me and all I see is those 15 years of friendship from college which deserve some tears as a token. I asked her a chance to revive this relationship and she blamed my tears for being a fake tool to keep her moving forward in her life. I never knew that tears were perceived in other way as well.
Atlast, I have tears for myself when the enemy fired a bullet that pierced my chest. I see myself drowning into the world of tears and it is beautiful, knowing that my country would be safe.
#review #soldier #tears #moments