I don't know what depression is.
I don't know I am depressed or upset or whatever such word fits my current situation.
All I know is that it sucks. Whatever it is, it sucks! It consumes me.
I can't do anything about it. I am so helpless.
Even the minimal stuff have started bothering the shit out of me. I need help!
I really do.
They say don't hesitate while asking for help'.
Here! I am asking for help.
I NEED HELP!I PLEASE HELP ME!!I HELLO? IS ANYBODY OUTTHERE?
Anybody?
This silence is fatal! It's killing me. I am writing this with these shaky hands.
But who am I writing it for?
I don't have an audience to listen or to read this.
No one is willing to listen to my suffering.
I didn't choose this life.
I am tired. I want to sleep.
In my life i just want you to know that i want to sleep forever.
#review #poem #soul
I don't know I am depressed or upset or whatever such word fits my current situation.
All I know is that it sucks. Whatever it is, it sucks! It consumes me.
I can't do anything about it. I am so helpless.
Even the minimal stuff have started bothering the shit out of me. I need help!
I really do.
They say don't hesitate while asking for help'.
Here! I am asking for help.
I NEED HELP!I PLEASE HELP ME!!I HELLO? IS ANYBODY OUTTHERE?
Anybody?
This silence is fatal! It's killing me. I am writing this with these shaky hands.
But who am I writing it for?
I don't have an audience to listen or to read this.
No one is willing to listen to my suffering.
I didn't choose this life.
I am tired. I want to sleep.
In my life i just want you to know that i want to sleep forever.
#review #poem #soul
Don't look into her eyes
That's where her demons hide.
Dying, she gives a smile to the world
Who has always been so unkind.
She wishes every day
To be her last one
She was full of dreams
But now she has none.
Her new best friends
Were the darkness and sadness
She made her life.
A huge mess
Her thoughts were
Destroying her
She wished to get
Things back like they were
Her scars were fading,
She felt so lost
So she held her blades again
and made herself bleed a lot
Just a little happiness
was what she always asked for
But she lost herself instead.
Now she doesn't smile anymore.
#review #peom #soul
That's where her demons hide.
Dying, she gives a smile to the world
Who has always been so unkind.
She wishes every day
To be her last one
She was full of dreams
But now she has none.
Her new best friends
Were the darkness and sadness
She made her life.
A huge mess
Her thoughts were
Destroying her
She wished to get
Things back like they were
Her scars were fading,
She felt so lost
So she held her blades again
and made herself bleed a lot
Just a little happiness
was what she always asked for
But she lost herself instead.
Now she doesn't smile anymore.
#review #peom #soul
Stretching, crying, bleeding,
Tearing, burning, pain inside
When will it stop
When will it be over
My body so small
My mind so young
The time so long
The agony so real
The fear so deep
I scream
I shake
I fight
You laugh
You push harder
Your joy from my misery
Your pleasure from my suffering
Hopeless in the puddle of your shame
As you walk away
Smiling
Bathed in my tears
Satisfied by my Pain
#review #soul #poem
Tearing, burning, pain inside
When will it stop
When will it be over
My body so small
My mind so young
The time so long
The agony so real
The fear so deep
I scream
I shake
I fight
You laugh
You push harder
Your joy from my misery
Your pleasure from my suffering
Hopeless in the puddle of your shame
As you walk away
Smiling
Bathed in my tears
Satisfied by my Pain
#review #soul #poem
Do you agree?
some moment are more precise to you than other.
Moment that you want to hold and cuddle forever.
How weird it is, that a girl from city of flash back,remember every word of her...
That cute smile when i said "i love you",
That closeness,that discomfort,
that awkwardness why i am enjoying that all?
Both don't know but to say,
But that silence screams a lot...
And i say
"Let's give silence a chance to grab your hand to uncover all the layer you hide under..
when you have pain as loud as thunder I want be your rain...
Let my love wash away all the places that ache.."
Wishing i could read your mind,
so i knew the right words to say..
May be that's the moment ,
When i mess up my pray,
Wait what ?
messed up ,
yeah, its "NO".
And we never talked again...
#poem #review #soul
some moment are more precise to you than other.
Moment that you want to hold and cuddle forever.
How weird it is, that a girl from city of flash back,remember every word of her...
That cute smile when i said "i love you",
That closeness,that discomfort,
that awkwardness why i am enjoying that all?
Both don't know but to say,
But that silence screams a lot...
And i say
"Let's give silence a chance to grab your hand to uncover all the layer you hide under..
when you have pain as loud as thunder I want be your rain...
Let my love wash away all the places that ache.."
Wishing i could read your mind,
so i knew the right words to say..
May be that's the moment ,
When i mess up my pray,
Wait what ?
messed up ,
yeah, its "NO".
And we never talked again...
#poem #review #soul
Dear online stranger..
We never meet with each other
but you sounds like old my best friends....
Even we have so much in common
You like billie ellish and
I listen to her endlessly....
And thanks for burning the new
song into my brain
Which are I'm wearing it out...
I thought you are my clone
But I can't hold a candle on
Early sleeping terms 😂!!
I love all our little conservation
Of you ,me and a lot about songs..
#review #soul #poem
We never meet with each other
but you sounds like old my best friends....
Even we have so much in common
You like billie ellish and
I listen to her endlessly....
And thanks for burning the new
song into my brain
Which are I'm wearing it out...
I thought you are my clone
But I can't hold a candle on
Early sleeping terms 😂!!
I love all our little conservation
Of you ,me and a lot about songs..
#review #soul #poem
Don't look into her eyes
That's where her demons hide.
Dying, she gives a smile to the world
Who has always been so unkind.
She wishes every day
To be her last one
She was full of dreams
But now she has none.
Her new best friends
Were the darkness and sadness
She made her life.
A huge mess
Her thoughts were
Destroying her
She wished to get
Things back like they were
Her scars were fading,
She felt so lost
So she held her blades again
and made herself bleed a lot
Just a little happiness
was what she always asked for
But she lost herself instead.
Now she doesn't smile anymore.
#review #soul #poem
That's where her demons hide.
Dying, she gives a smile to the world
Who has always been so unkind.
She wishes every day
To be her last one
She was full of dreams
But now she has none.
Her new best friends
Were the darkness and sadness
She made her life.
A huge mess
Her thoughts were
Destroying her
She wished to get
Things back like they were
Her scars were fading,
She felt so lost
So she held her blades again
and made herself bleed a lot
Just a little happiness
was what she always asked for
But she lost herself instead.
Now she doesn't smile anymore.
#review #soul #poem