it's morning, day after yesterday, it happened. My windows wide open, i could see the rays of the sun falling on me. It's 9:45 and I am lying on my bed , thinking and thinking and thinking and wait whatt?

"Jerry! Jerry! I have been calling you since yesterday, why aren't you picking it up" sasha exclaimed.

"What happened" i asked as i saw her deep stressed and sweaty eyes.

" She! She! Her brother called mike, said..said he couldn't find her anywhere. Her belongings were missing too!!!"

I was shocked, wore my glasses, jumped up from my bed and questioned - "whaaat!! Wheenn!! Wheeere!! How!! Why!! Jesus what the hell??"

" I don't know, police is still in search for her, I don't know what to do. I am soo scared I..I..I didn't do it, I...I...don't know, jerry promise we will find her, NOO!! WE HAVE TO FIND HER!!!, I didn't wanna hurt her, Jerry Please!!!!!" Tears started dropping out of her eyes and her hands were trembling from fear.

I can't see her broken, i wore my sneakers, grabbed my keys and said
" Shhh!! Shhh!! Shhh!! Sash!, i know you are scared as much as I am, but we can't find her with broken hearts. CALM DOWN Sash!!, Sash! I will do anything, annyything to find her. I promise sash!! I promise. Just don't cry, please!! Please!!. I know u can do it for me, do you??. I am going to ask the police officers, then we both are going to the Smith's, OKAYYYY, calm down sash!! Calm down. I m with ya"

Tears went through my collar as i hugged her, i can hear her brain screaming for her, screaming for help. Tired of all this. I grabbed her and drove towards the station.

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LOVE IS COMPLICATED

I say,
Love is complicated
But Is it just like what people say
Or is it worse
I don't know
It's complicated

I felt,
Peace looking into her eyes
But is it just me or
Her eyes weren't made to look after me
I don't know
It's complicated

I think,
My words are futile
My tears float in vain
But Is it just me or her tears float too
I don't know
It's complicated

Those nights
We got wild together
She said, she's undesirable
But Hasn't she opened her heart for me?
Like i did
Or is it just like those games we used to play!!
I don't know
It's complicated

The day
I took her out on the date
She said, she loves me
And I said her, I love her too
But is It just me or It is true
That drunk people don't speak truth
I don't know
It's complicated

I learned
Words lie, feelings don't
As she always hides her love behind her words
But Is it just me or she calls it love too
I don't know
It's complicated

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Dear Dead Diary,

I heard your grievances for the lives you have lost,
I heard your messages on my life I began,
I heard your views on the hearts got broke,
I heard your reviews on the path I took,
I heard your comments for the cycle that stopped peddling,
I heard your predictions on the train which got off the track,
I heard your songs on me and mine,
I heard your thoughts on neil nitin mukesh,
I heard your jokes on my lust full life,
I heard your cries on family's problems
I heard your prayers spreading love for my family and friends,
I heard your whispers mentioning jet lags in my relationship
And I heard your lessons for my life and love,
But
I also heard your requests to patch up the line breaks,
I heard your words of pain and distress,
I heard your prayers for dreams and desires,
I heard your depressed screams of lonliness,
And I heard your voices screaming out for help.

I miss you more than the words, that can be written in you, I have been there with you all the time from January to December, from Sunday to Saturday, now it's time to start new journey from January.

Kindly
Tejas :)

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Hi
Bye

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Dreary air, lazy juice
Out am yet, nothing to do
Scratchy head, lousy mind
Yawning I am, lying again.

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Lazy day

Dreary air, lazy juice
Out I am, yet nothing to do
Scratchy head, lousy mind
Yawning I am, falling again.

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Mind boggled, heart trembled
What should I do, say or wear
I guess it all depends on her

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The Girl With The Wings - Continued

I Changed myself by asking " why me " to " what I am going to do now " you wouldn't believe but this changed me fully from a social person to the happiest person on the planet. I used to piss my mother off, sometimes she didn't even sleep. Being on bed is pretty boring, you know it and sometimes that emptiness fills your mind with creativity that's enough for you to piss your mother. I used to dictate my stories poetries to her and she used to write it down on my notebook, then I started a blog where I started writing diaries on my daily exercises, Stories of my mother's freedom as step by step I start to become independent. It kills me soo much to be dependent for long, so I try to learn the basic stuff and make it as my daily exercises. Like doing make up on my own, riding on wheelchair on my own was my first achievement. I started to eat on my own, wear clothes which absolutely took me more than an hour. And the one which I absolutely hate is eating vegetables all day long, I HATE IT,. But my mom got some disadvantages too as she now can't post my pictures on tinder hahahaha. And you wouldn't believe but I started to grow some muscles which I had none being abled.

Not much later that I started to write on my own through my fists. Speech recognition is soo much trouble, ahh I hate it it's frustrating. At first I used to like write using my knuckles to type on the keyboard which was pretty frustrating but soon I get along with that. Sooner my fingers were slowly started doing some heavy works. With a pinch of strech and I started writing on my own, ahhh feel so good. I was being always praised for my positivity and humourous approach towards stuff, but it dosent was there all along it build along throughout the journey. It was hard all along, there's a new problem Everyday with everything that we had to sort. And when my dad had died, all were broken down and being an only child I had to support myself and my family. I recently went to attend the ted talk and inspired others on how I became an influencer and blogger sitting on a wheel chair. It's been troubles throughout the journey and the pain never stops hitting hard. It's you only you who can embrace the great fear all alone.

Without arms to write and legs to walk, life dosent end here you still have wings to fly higher and higher to make that hole in the sky.

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THE GIRL WITH WINGS

This is the story of a girl with wings who once took a flight from the Dead and never returned back. Before starting I want to share something, " Life's like a small molecule to everyone, equal for everyone it never differentiates, but it does have a bad habbit of having partiality in fates of beings "

You all must have heard the fact that " Sky's the Limit, Think the unthinkable " though it feels suiting to the ears but it's not in the reality, I only believed in one thing that is " Don't be that loser to think that sky's the limit " ohh you forgot " Think the Unthinkable " we need to make holes in the sky, so that they're visible to the world's Race.

Hey I am Alisha Aggarwal and this is my 12th diary. You know what's good about it, It never breaks your heart, it never ever will hurt you or will betray you it's your ultimate one and the only bestie you got it for your lifetime. You know what they say " An Apple a day keeps the Doctor away " and you know what I say " A Diary a day keeps the saddness away " Awww.....

" Ali...... " Her mom said in a deep hurry. And here's my momma, my cutie sweet modern momma. " You still writing Ali, don't you have EXTERNALS TODAY..... " Yeaah sometimes she's aggressive like a typical mom hehehehe. She's too modern that she even taunts me Everyday when I do things wrong that she'll post my pictures on TINDER for my marriage I mean WHAAATTT THE HELL.......

My typical mom in hurry said " Ali.... Have your milk look at your skinny bones, I am not hearing anything just have your milk FIRST.. " I Replied with deep regret " Hey dad, are we having scarcity of sugar in our house "
She savagely Replied " I still have those pics with me don't force me to post them, hann " " That's not a MARRIAGE SITE, IT'S FOR DATING ARGHHHH " I REPLIED WITH DEEP FRUSTRATION

As like normal days my dad who's pretty cool were dropping me off to my examination centre, but something was telling today's not your day sweetheart. " Honk honk....honk honk... "

PapaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAaaaaaaa *beep* suffering to breathe *beep* " somebody help them Pleaseee " external voices *beep* wheels rubbing over the ground *beep* red bulbs glowing *beep* ...........................................

Friday at 10 : 45 am , we had a car accident. I got a severe spinal cord Injury, also known as quadraplegics is a condition where you recieve a severe trauma on your spinal cord below neck which blocks those nervous cells to send and receive data to the brain. I had a complete quadraplegics, where my whole body under neck is paralysed, I can move my arms a bit though not the finger neither the body and my Dad had the worst.

He got a very heavy clash on his skull, brain. Doctors said that he got a crack on his skull, and a traumatic brain Injury too.

Pretty heartbreaking right, Yeaah I know it's been 3 months now. And this is what I am going to talk about. In the very beginning, I was pretty emotionally broken down, I don't know how my mother handled all that. I keep asking myself Questions like, " why me, what about my life now, what about my dreams. I can't never ever walk now, I am forever alone, I am forever disabled NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE NOW " and it dosent matter how strong, motivated, ultra positive person you are, it dosent matter you'll get stressed out and that's my promise to you. In india, people see quadraplegics as an orthopaedic disability but not as an injury. It is not just that you can’t walk, you are completely paralysed—you don’t have bowel or urine control. Lack of medical insurance, facilities for rehabilitation and very few speciality hospitals that are equipped to take care of those with spinal cord injuries make a quadriplegic’s life in India tough.

One moment you had a fine blessed living, and the other day you are disabled, from Life's INFINITE POSSIBILITIES to completely INVISIBLE. I was blessed to have such a strong family, I thank god for that. It breaks your heart when you hear that majority of people suiciding cause of quadraplegics.

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Ever heard of an aching soul,
Lost but not, a dreamy soul,
Vain of tears, though blissfull soul,
Perceiving truth but erroneous soul,
Train of Thoughts, an addled soul,
Ever heard of an aching soul.

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