#review #tony #poetry Apple of my eyes
I was lonely at that faceless crowd
When you said my name in loud,
Days of sadness were faded away
I came to know, I’m not alone anyway,
Even nights of new moon started shining
When I used to see as smiling.

Glassy skies of those summer days
I sensed your innocence on our childish plays,
Many glitters were there on our river bank
But I had the gold, as you on my back,
When you cried for me, because I was in pain
That day I knew, you have love for me in your vein.

The world looks pretty and better
When you and me are together,
We are angels with half broken wing
But together we are an unbreakable ring,
It doesn’t matter if you are happy or in pain
My love for you always will be the same.

Ocean of stars with sparkling lights
Just say; yes, and let me hug you tight,
No matter in how much pain you are
I will take all and stand forever by your side,
This is nothing weird to listen or say this
Because you are apple of my eyes..

#review #tony #poetry Borderline
We are living at Borderline
Between Death and Life,
Sometime free as bird
And sometime helpless inside.
There are so many laughs and cries
With too much lies,
But still we are standing alone
Under the fantasy sky.
Black and White, nothing is true
Grey is the colour of this loop.
Prologue and The End of the book
Have written already before we knew,
We are just wondering what to write
Of this life, without paper and pen fight.
No matter how much far or closer we live
But we all are always in the Borderline….

#review #tony #poetry She Was in Love
She was in love
But I said her ‘no’
Pride got in my way
I let her go,
So drunk in logic
That didn’t understand magic
And now it’s too late to say;
She was right.
‘Only fools fall in love’
Is what I used to said
She laughs hard on that
But inside cries,
She walks behind me
Like a shadow,
Tries a lot to came closer
But every time I rejected her.
‘Neither you’re wrong or I’m right,
Love is what makes beautiful this life.’
This was her philosophy
With the stainless clarity,
Still my eyes were blinded
That I didn’t see my priority.
Now it is all like hell
Walking at her grave,
Heart cries every time
When I reads her last lines;
‘I can’t fall in love without you,
You will fall in love with me without me,
I won’t be there anymore to love you
But you can’t stop loving me.’
Tears rolls down through cheek
This is how, now my life.

#review #tony #poetry A Letter to My Ex
My dear ex,
You still look the same.
Every time I see you
My heart feels the same,
Brain bro scolds me badly
But still doing that same mistake.
Please tell me what to do,
For forget your face.

Walking alone on the street
Missing your warm hands,
Looking at the mirror
Crying for your smiley face,
A lots of people
Failed to give happiness,
Don’t know how to live
Rest of my life, like this.

When you were alone
I pulled your hand,
Didn’t knew you then
Still gave my heart,
Wished to love you
All my life,
But we ended that right
For those futile prides.

Your lovely memories
Piecing me off every night,
Every morning just gives me
Regret to rewind the time.
No matter how much I try
Or how far I could go,
In the end
You will never come.

Forgiving ‘me’
I know is a harder fight,
But my mistake
Wasn’t that big crime.
I got angry
And you just gone,
Was there even love
Or you just made it for fun.

#review #tony #poetry
Song to You

Shallow water of the night

We always end up with fight,

I know we love each other

But still no one is confessing it.

We breaks promises, even tells lies

Like everyone beneath this sky,

But it really makes hard

When you cry.

My mistakes are too big

For your little, sweet heart

Still hoping for your forgiveness

Because I can’t rewind the past.

Life is too small,

And this time is in rush,

Everyone is busy in their life

So let’s think about us.

I totally know about this

That, we aren’t a perfect pair of wings

Goes angry on stupid things

Like little kids.

But we too can be happy

Because here ‘Love’ is the common thing,

Please give me a last chance

To call you ‘My Life’.

#review #tony #poetry Lie!
Lie, lie, lie.
This life is beautiful lie
Dreams, love, life
Everything is just a lie.
Beginning of the journey
To the end of the quest,
And from Good to Devil
Lie is sleeping in peaceful rest.

Innocent face
And silent killer eyes,
People crush me every time
With their merciless lies.
‘You are my friend, yarr!’
How they talk so nice!
But that doesn’t last so long
If the purpose has already vanished.

From far of Heaven
To this Hell
Everyone work
Like the slave of Lie.
If words are hurting
They are the fruit of tree Truth,
Because poisoned lie
Is a very tasty soup.

Love is futile lie
And I fell in the trap,
‘You are my life.’ now
This line is tearing me apart.
But that is okay
To break at least once,
And to teach me, how to be a good liar!
Please take my thanks.

Metamorphosis

It is not dark, but grey
Where I’m living all the time,
Light isn’t clear like glass
This covers with mist in wind.
Walls are too close
Still don’t know what is behind
Walking too much to get out
Even never thought what to find,
Now I come to know this is loop
What I’m chasing all the time.

This is not the whole true
Not a lie of my mind,
The complicated thing is that
I never really wished to escape.
Because I’m too scared,
Scared to leave all my people behind
Fear of never returning,
A terror of betraying.
I know these are the line of a loser
Even if I know I’m capable to more.

But things are subject to grow,
See the lights escaping dark hole
And my wings too have grown up
Itching to fly high and learn more.
This space is too small for me now
I need to break this eggshell on my own,
I know this will be hard to leave
But Neverland is waiting for me,
This is something everyone will face
And this is my metamorphosis…
#review #poetry #tony

#tony #poetry #review Left Alone

Star gazing over the night
Falling apart from the horizon,
Lost my shining sun
Sunk into the darken night.
Sound of silence is hunting
With my horror memories,
Paths are disappearing
Losing that Dawn’s sign.
I wish it would be
A nightmare like other time,
But every inch of surrounding
Laughing at me for my thinking.
It is a pity bitter that I bear
But no one is listing my roar,
I really like a mad want to quit
But there is no exit point.
Walking endlessly for a little ray
But don’t where it stays,
My blood is looking like red wine
I don’t know if this mean; I’m fine.
In between those harsh scars
You can’t say this is who,
Sometimes even I feel
Is this really who I’m suppose to?
I never reach the line of life
Hell is continuously bulling,
Lost the hope from Heaven
Now I’m dead again.
Coldness at night’s air
Shallow water from river,
Never ending darkness
Carving into me more.
Having a iron collar
And a ruined old soul,
I walk mile by mile alone
Without looking back or front.
In the end it is a story
But kind of true,
This is what my inside me feels
When I left alone by you…

#tony #poetry #review Left Alone

Star gazing over the night
Falling apart from the horizon,
Lost my shining sun
Sunk into the darken night.
Sound of silence is hunting
With my horror memories,
Paths are disappearing
Losing that Dawn’s sign.
I wish it would be
A nightmare like other time,
But every inch of surrounding
Laughing at me for my thinking.
It is a pity bitter that I bear
But no one is listing my roar,
I really like a mad want to quit
But there is no exit point.
Walking endlessly for a little ray
But don’t know where it stays,
My blood is looking like red wine
I don’t know if this mean; I’m fine.
In between those harsh scars
You can’t say this is who,
Sometimes even I feel
Is this really who I’m suppose to?
I never reach the line of life
Hell is continuously bulling,
Lost the hope from Heaven
Now I’m dead again.
Coldness at night’s air
Shallow water from river,
Never ending darkness
Carving into me more.
Having a iron collar
And a ruined old soul,
I walk mile by mile alone
Without looking back or front.
In the end it is a story
But kind of true,
This is what my inside me feels
When I left alone by you…

Title: We Are Also a Human Being

Running from reality
With the scar of betrayal,
Chasing my shadow
In the darken hall.
I was lost in myself
Blindfolded over my eyes,
To find my lost soul
That was cursed long time.

Those dirty smiles
Of judgemental society,
Blood thirsty eyes
With unspeakable desire,
Unholy thoughts of theirs
Crushed me from inside.
They said I was a mistake
And never heard story of my side.

Is this really our fault to being girl!
So tell me how could change my fate?
You are treating like us object
But what are those feelings.
Is not there any emotions
Within our hearts?
But you know that,
We are also a human being.

#poetry #review #tony

Title; Whisper of conscience
It doesn’t matter how much you read
This is still like bucket from the sea.
Clean your own rigid mess,
But be aware not to fall again.
Don’t scared for the change
Even it makes you coldhearted.
It is only 1440 minutes
That you are able to keep.
Dreaming for Future in night,
Don’t dig the past next morning.
Open the gift that Present has given,
And be sure to make yourself worthy.
#tony #review #poetry

Title: Let’s Write A New Diary

Let’s turn down

That old sallow page,

Make a fire to burn

Those scars and blood shit.

Hold a pen in your hand,

Try to write

With your unstable power

And unshakable spirit.

Walk, walk, walk and

Cross the miles.

Don’t let yourself distracted

With those little vibes,

Never let yourself

Fall in the trap of flow,

Move forward on the road

That will lead to your goal.

Drop the weight of

Laziness and failure-fear

Tie the band of courage

In your hand and roar,

Wash the salt of scars and

Dirt of past misery.

Have a bright smile on face

Calmness in your breath

Open that view in eyes, and

Let’s write a new Diray…

#review #poetry #tony

Me and Her!
Once there was time
We used to be together
From the dawn
To the dusk till down.
We liked to see
Countless stars,
And shy moon
Under the sky
Of midnight town.
Hot summer days
Or icy winter night,
Pain of rain or
Pleasant spring,
We always walk
Holding each others
Relying hand
Side by side.
I was her heaven
And she was my oxygen
If I were
Lines of a page
Then she would be
Highlighter in them.
Now everything
In life
Is upside down
Love has turned
Into a mess
And the river
Is dead
From where we come.
Today
Me and Her
Neither lovers,
Nor friends
We are
Just strangers
With broken
Heart
And twilight
Memories
That will fade.
#poetry #review #tony