It's 4am-

It's so dark and lonely
And my room feels so small
It's 4 am I try to escape from thoughts
But there is nothing left at all

All the good things I think about
And the safe places I go around
They all are filled with you now
And now I'm sleeping on the cold ground

My warm blanket suffocates
And the pillows are wet from crying
The cold floor let me feel alive
But it still feels like I'm dying

I'm wearing your sweatshirt
And now using your teddy as a pillow
Your thoughts are strong wind
And my heart bend like a Willow

There is too much to say
And too much to talk about
But it's all echoing in my head
And I'm on the floor in my close room and nowhere to shout.
#review #vinash