Old woods, broken fence
Cranky floor, faded place
Once in a while people visit
Crushing in, searching for a hint
Going crazy, making a mess
While browsing life, making peace
They unload their worries
Wake their demons
Fight it, trashing me filthy
Messing me up, cleaning their sanity
They walk away with pure soul
Peace on their faces
Leaving me with the demons
To clean up the mess
No apology for them to offer
They come back to escape the madness
Sleeping in in my torn mattress
Swearing am their home to confess
A place to find their lost purpose
But then they leave again
Because am just an abandoned Barn
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Cranky floor, faded place
Once in a while people visit
Crushing in, searching for a hint
Going crazy, making a mess
While browsing life, making peace
They unload their worries
Wake their demons
Fight it, trashing me filthy
Messing me up, cleaning their sanity
They walk away with pure soul
Peace on their faces
Leaving me with the demons
To clean up the mess
No apology for them to offer
They come back to escape the madness
Sleeping in in my torn mattress
Swearing am their home to confess
A place to find their lost purpose
But then they leave again
Because am just an abandoned Barn
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I cared too much, too deep. I would move mountains, cross the ocean, bring this world upside down for her, and only her. Guess i really was swept off...
It was all fake for her though, i don't know how she lived to have the assumption that good is fake and cruelty is the reality. I wish i could dig into her past and kick that asshole or erase that moment that made her believe goodness in people was lost, and destroyed and those people who are good are just evil with masks. I really wish i could do something about it. But i couldn't so for her i was one of the people with painted masks on them, monsters pretending to be angels.
I love her too much to blame her for my crushed dreams or broken heart. I have become a floating soul, no where to go, no home to settle, lost one. But in all this darkness and uncertainty, i know one thing.
If am walking away form her it means that was the only choice i was given,
if am waiting then am gonna wait until i win her over or until her demons turn me to ash,
if am fighting her fights then am fighting them till am the warrior or till am dust on the ground.
I know only one thing i will love her for eternity.
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It was all fake for her though, i don't know how she lived to have the assumption that good is fake and cruelty is the reality. I wish i could dig into her past and kick that asshole or erase that moment that made her believe goodness in people was lost, and destroyed and those people who are good are just evil with masks. I really wish i could do something about it. But i couldn't so for her i was one of the people with painted masks on them, monsters pretending to be angels.
I love her too much to blame her for my crushed dreams or broken heart. I have become a floating soul, no where to go, no home to settle, lost one. But in all this darkness and uncertainty, i know one thing.
If am walking away form her it means that was the only choice i was given,
if am waiting then am gonna wait until i win her over or until her demons turn me to ash,
if am fighting her fights then am fighting them till am the warrior or till am dust on the ground.
I know only one thing i will love her for eternity.
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When was it?
Thank God - for the blessed child
Glory and life - for she is my Knight
Her dad's first love
Her father's treasure
God gave us a child
And i call her my daughter
When was it?
My girl got raped
My womb got buried
When was it?
Was it, when she kissed you good night
Or maybe, while she sat on your lab
Was it, when she told you she loved her dad
Or maybe, when she hugged you tight
Let me ask you, when was it?
When did it cross your mind?
Your daughter can be your sex toy
How did it felt in your heart?
When you heard your girl cry.
When was it?
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Thank God - for the blessed child
Glory and life - for she is my Knight
Her dad's first love
Her father's treasure
God gave us a child
And i call her my daughter
When was it?
My girl got raped
My womb got buried
When was it?
Was it, when she kissed you good night
Or maybe, while she sat on your lab
Was it, when she told you she loved her dad
Or maybe, when she hugged you tight
Let me ask you, when was it?
When did it cross your mind?
Your daughter can be your sex toy
How did it felt in your heart?
When you heard your girl cry.
When was it?
#review #poem #kido
Sword on my hand
Fighting your war
Crossing mountains
While healing your scar
Lighting the dark
The cave you go to hide
Or just staying there
Right by your side
Forgiveness was lame
Sorry never happened
I would just forget
No doubt in my heart
Love in golfing me
I will never regret
Though that was yesterday
Life time ago - the memory of today
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Fighting your war
Crossing mountains
While healing your scar
Lighting the dark
The cave you go to hide
Or just staying there
Right by your side
Forgiveness was lame
Sorry never happened
I would just forget
No doubt in my heart
Love in golfing me
I will never regret
Though that was yesterday
Life time ago - the memory of today
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"Oh God this is weird" those words remind me of you more than the typical words like "i love you" would. Random words ha? random words i rambled that day because i was nervous.. So terrified that your answer to my questions would shatter what was left of my heart. It is funny how those random words became a memory..that tells two different stories, two different feelings( opposite feelings).
A broken heart and the most loved one.
Betrayed and most cherished,
Most friendly guy and a terrible lover,
Brutally honest and a lying man.
words that have become a constant memory, fixture to our story because you teased me some. As random as they are i smile every time i hear them, or think about them. The most random words said on a sad day that inflict more of a happy memory.
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A broken heart and the most loved one.
Betrayed and most cherished,
Most friendly guy and a terrible lover,
Brutally honest and a lying man.
words that have become a constant memory, fixture to our story because you teased me some. As random as they are i smile every time i hear them, or think about them. The most random words said on a sad day that inflict more of a happy memory.
#review #unsentletter #randomstory #kido
Letters of the dead
Letter 1
🔸To the girl who walked away🔸
Why did i thought you would stick around after that? Well it was because you said you would, but i shouldn't have believed that should i now? you told me to show you my demons, you said you would love me no matter what. you told me scars can be beautiful too. you convinced me that is what love is, sharing it all, being one. look where that led us though? why did you walk away after making a promise? Why did you make me believe i can have good, why did you say i can have that heaven if you were to take it away? I am curious.
From your shadow
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Letter 1
🔸To the girl who walked away🔸
Why did i thought you would stick around after that? Well it was because you said you would, but i shouldn't have believed that should i now? you told me to show you my demons, you said you would love me no matter what. you told me scars can be beautiful too. you convinced me that is what love is, sharing it all, being one. look where that led us though? why did you walk away after making a promise? Why did you make me believe i can have good, why did you say i can have that heaven if you were to take it away? I am curious.
From your shadow
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Letters of the dead
A letter from her
🔸To the guy who have the guts.🔸
I am impressed you wrote me this letter. You actually don't know why i walked away? Your scars, your demons are the ones that cost me my family, my dad and yet you have the guts to ask me why i walked away? ... it is because of you, your demons are the reason i don't see my dad anymore. It is because your scars are the reason i don't go to sleep at night, it is because of your demons i see my mom mindless, out of life everyday. It is because of you i have lost my self. You are the reason i will never be happy, you are the reason that i have a scared soul, heart and life. You want to know why i walked away? well that is why, because u are my scar.
Gabby
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A letter from her
🔸To the guy who have the guts.🔸
I am impressed you wrote me this letter. You actually don't know why i walked away? Your scars, your demons are the ones that cost me my family, my dad and yet you have the guts to ask me why i walked away? ... it is because of you, your demons are the reason i don't see my dad anymore. It is because your scars are the reason i don't go to sleep at night, it is because of your demons i see my mom mindless, out of life everyday. It is because of you i have lost my self. You are the reason i will never be happy, you are the reason that i have a scared soul, heart and life. You want to know why i walked away? well that is why, because u are my scar.
Gabby
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Letter of the dead
Letter from him 2
🔸To the girl with the demons🔸
Now i am your demon? I remember to be your happiness, your world. I knew how bad my scars were.. i guess it is me who knew how deep they were not you, so maybe i should have known that those scars could cost me you. i was in haze with all the love i forgot i was a dark soul. You gave me light. And with your letter not only did you take my only light,but you also have woken all my beasts. I don't think i will ever see light again. I don't want it anymore. All i wanted was you. i should have known that we were too good to be true. Sorry for causing you so much pain but i will never forgive you too.
Once your shadow
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Letter from him 2
🔸To the girl with the demons🔸
Now i am your demon? I remember to be your happiness, your world. I knew how bad my scars were.. i guess it is me who knew how deep they were not you, so maybe i should have known that those scars could cost me you. i was in haze with all the love i forgot i was a dark soul. You gave me light. And with your letter not only did you take my only light,but you also have woken all my beasts. I don't think i will ever see light again. I don't want it anymore. All i wanted was you. i should have known that we were too good to be true. Sorry for causing you so much pain but i will never forgive you too.
Once your shadow
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A breath away
I told you i was a breath away
On the day i cried alone -
Hiding in the cave of my arms
While your shoulder was -
Pillar for someone else
On the day i begged you with my eyes
To spare me of all the misery
Your face advertising happiness
You laughed on my weakness
On the day i told you i might die
When i crawled for you to spare me another day
On the day i told you i was a breath away
That, that was my unsaid goodbye
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I told you i was a breath away
On the day i cried alone -
Hiding in the cave of my arms
While your shoulder was -
Pillar for someone else
On the day i begged you with my eyes
To spare me of all the misery
Your face advertising happiness
You laughed on my weakness
On the day i told you i might die
When i crawled for you to spare me another day
On the day i told you i was a breath away
That, that was my unsaid goodbye
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